KayDence Caldwell

I really can’t make everyone happy. Why do I try anymore I mean I’m losing myself in many ways to help them . It’s so amazing 

It’s funny when the song last resort comes on because me and my siblings all know the words so you have 3 out of 4 kids singing/yelling it with the window down haha 

I don’t understand the people that can look at their kids something they created and tell them to die or yell at them just because they’ve had a bad day I don’t understand the parents that can sit there and beat their kids and hear them scream stop over and over again and continue. It’s stuff like this that wants to make kids commit. No kid should feel so unwanted by someone that should love them no matter what like wtf is wrong with these people. If you’re just gonna have kids to beat them or to take your anger out on them then don’t even bother . Give them to someone that wants them and wants to give them the best life they deserve. It is not fair the way kids are being treated. 

Is it bad that when my family is talking about the LGBTQ+ community I kinda just wanna yell “ hEy iM apAt of tHat coMmuNity !” ? 

Getting tested for COVID is not fun especially when you can’t stop sneezing to the point your nose starts bleeding 

I feel like I’m drowning. I’m slowly going into a dark place I worked so hard to get out of and it’s gone.. me being happy is gone and I don’t know why..god why am I not normal why am I not happy ?..

Who else is running on like 20 minutes of sleep to “make up” for the week of sleep they haven’t gotten and is only able to stay awake because of nasty redbulls? Just me? 

Pre-algebra is kinda confusing 

She’s thirteen 
          And can already 
          Tell you everything 
          About self destruction.
          
          She can tell you how 
          To dress fresh cuts,
          In the dark with 
          Makeshift bandages.
          
          And witch foods are 
          Easy to throw up.
          
          She knows a thousand
          Excuses “I already ate” 
          “ I’m just cold” 
          “ it was the cat” “ it was a tree” 
          
          She learned to hold 
          All her feelings inside 
          Until later at night, 
          And cover her mouth 
          With her hand so 
          No one hears her.
          
          She’s perfected 
          Her fake smile.
          
          And she’s been taught 
          -oh so painfully 
          To build her walls up 
          High, to kee everyone out..
             
          
          This is scary but kinda true tbh 

Does anyone else have a random dream/thought that wakes/Keeps you up all night??