kiwitooth

life's getting tough lately and every day, it's just getting harder. I'm sorry, again, I haven't updated for months or reply to all of you. I'm still searching for every ounce of motivation to go on and even write. thank you for the constant messages and asking my whereabouts, it may be a small thing, but it's big for me. I'll come back with updates when everything gets better, or lighter at least. if you see me posting, it's just most likely me trying to distract myself. I'm 4 years clean, and I don't want to relapse. never :(..  cruel world and people, but I'm hoping everyone heals from their silent battles.