kjsd562

i haven’t logged into this account since may. i wanted you all to know, i made an entire fanfiction universe with my friends that we plan to share in a short period of time. if you all are interested in finding out more, follow our fanfic’s twitter @calmaekel and hopefully we’ll have it out to you soon. :) happy reading, and i’m glad you’ve enjoyed my books. 

kjsd562

i haven’t logged into this account since may. i wanted you all to know, i made an entire fanfiction universe with my friends that we plan to share in a short period of time. if you all are interested in finding out more, follow our fanfic’s twitter @calmaekel and hopefully we’ll have it out to you soon. :) happy reading, and i’m glad you’ve enjoyed my books. 

kjsd562

i haven’t logged into this account in so long, but it felt right that i come back here to respect the passing of one of my first superheroes, stan lee.
          
          i love you so much, you taught me what it was to fight for what’s right, in valor and wisdom.
          
          there will never be anyone who is just like you and i will miss you so dearly.

kjsd562

I’m logging out for a bit. I’m making a new account where I can express my feelings for real and not be confined by the fact that this account was made when I was young and terrible at everything. I’ll post from my new account if any of you would like to follow it. Also check out my YouTube channel, That Ramen Lady. I’ve posted one video titled “Awkward Ice Breaker Challenge”. It’s cringey as hell, but it’ll be iconic one day which makes it worth it. Anyway, I’ll see you next time! Bye for now.

kjsd562

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I was told to write my feelings, so that’s what I’m doing. My life is as sure as hell, not easy. I’m depressed. Days are hard, and a lot of times I just feel terrible- like flat out, I just want it to end because it feels like it never will, terrible. Today is, and I’m sorry to say, one of those days. I feel like shit, and I feel so stupid. Everything that I though was going great was just facade for a terrible crumbling life.
          It’s stupid, I know, but how do can you tell someone that you like them when you have a girlfriend? How can you just, do set someone up and make them love you and forget to mention the fact that you’re doing that to someone else too? 
          How can each and everyone of us be so shitty? I mean, really? Like as much as I would call someone out for doing terrible things- I do just as much. Do I make other people feel as shit as everyone does to me? 
          This isn’t some advertisement for pity, I’m just in a rough spot and I need someone to talk to. I know this is long but I really need someone that I can just pour out into. Please.

kjsd562

Hi, all! It's been a really long time... but I had an excuse! 1.) I'm reading Harry Potter (I'm in the middle of HBP, please don't spoil it) 2.) I started watching Flash, and btw- its way better than I thought it would be.  And 3.) I watched Dr. Horrible's Sing-a-Long Blog.
          As you know I've said I was going to update my books- and I'm keeping my promise! I will try to get at least two books updated by Saturday!  Anyway, thanks for sticking with me! 
          The girl who eats lunch at 10 a.m.,
          -You Know Who I Am