louise

why r there no good tamaki fics these days argh im omw to practice writing instead of art istg

pls ive ran out of webtoons, animes, and manhwas to read..

im back.

i love how i come back to wattpad after every year

im getting sad abt the fact that i didnt get into the top students/honor, i worked hard for it but my stupid teacher made my other classmate a top student who dont even recites in class. I hate school, why the fuck am i even trying to get into that piece of shit i want my old self back :( i want to be smart immediately like my old self. This is frustrating, the student who my teacher made a top student is my friend i don't wanna hate them but im getting jealous and mad, i don't wanna be seen as a bad person. Afterall, my only goal was to be a top student 

do u ever get ur period while u have a volleyball match tomorrow? yeah no id rather b pregnant than play while i have a period

currently 4am rn and i cant sleep i have a volleyball match tomorrow too amazing right

god im so nervous for our volleyball tournament match next week

even if im doing better now mentally and physically, i feel like something is still missing and i dont know what that is. I just cant figure out whats wrong with my life even if im already okay now? im sure my grades r average now or high, im getting happy, but there's still something missing i cant explain what that thing is :(
          this is making me frustrated the fact that im so scared of being sad again i dont wnna be a failure again im so fucking scared

so in my few tests i got 46/50, 48/50