@kokiich1
Life update:
In all my old announcements here, I often talked about my issues with my Mom and how much I hated her. Well, now that I've been living with my Dad, I've come to discover that I hate his fatass so much more and I prefer my Mom. (✿^‿^)
My discord username is "_nor1ko" and my Instagram is "_n4g1t0" if you ever wanna rp or just chat (ㆁωㆁ)
Wait moots I have Instagram too btw, add me there too (人 •͈ᴗ•͈):
- paintervalinn_ is my user <(￣︶￣)>
Add me on discord, my faithful rp mutuals! (ʘᴗʘ✿):
- valin_reborn_38941 is my user (ㆁωㆁ)
(This is my alt account, bc my main is having a few things done to it rq ekehhejj)
Ahh, still missing the days when I would rp with actual people rn-
Old rp partners come back to me character.ai just ain't the same and Aika is wasting away with me bc of the lack of variety in bot characters ( ≧Д≦)
@_Nagito_Hope_ Aika is on 1% health, she needs her bestie there /j (I genuinely just wanna talk to you again sjwhhwjhsjhee)
FOR ANYONE READING THIS THAT'S GETTING INTO TGCF, THIS IS A WARNING.
IF YOU WANT TO BE:
-TRAUMATIZED
-SEVERELY TO MODERATELY DEPRESSED
-BROKE
BE MY GUEST AND READ TGCF, THEN.
(This is all jokes, it's a really good book and I recommend it, it's just really angsty and because of that I'm going through a crisis rn while reading)
Ty to everyone that said happy birthday btw, sorry I was busy suffering the consequences of having braces and forgot to log in hehe
It's my birthday today, and Aika's. :3
Happy Birthday to me... ( ꈍᴗꈍ)
Happy new year's!! :3
Okay, but I really am starting to miss my old life right now. Everything's changed now, I don't even live with my Mom anymore and I've completely forgotten about wattpad. I really hate change, like yeah, my life was shitty back at my Mom's and I lived in a toxic environment, but I miss it for some reason. I miss those nights when I'd have to secretly stay up at night without my Mom knowing so I could roleplay and talk to my friends about our ocs, and when I needed comfort I could easily just read some cringey fanfic of my comfort characters. Those times were good, now right now I just sort of feel like I'm doing the same uneventful things everyday, with no friends and just by myself, just trying to get through the day without breaking down or anything. It's cozy, but tiring, too. If any of my old friends are seeing this, please add me on tiktok or whatever bc wattpad is losing me- I haven't even roleplayed with a real person in months (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
@kokiich1 I've learned a lot about mental health and how stuff works. I'm just glad sharing that knowledge can help<3
@The_Lion_Prince I love how u keep bringing me back down to earth like this (´-﹏-`；)
@kokiich1 it's actually pretty common to feel bored after getting out of a toxic environment because you grow somewhat used to the feeling of anxiety and constant fluctuation of emotions. Once it's gone, and your situation is more stable, you start to feel bored. It's the reason people who end up in toxic relationships continuously wind up dating people like that.
