Gon <3

Do you ever just wanna stab yourself to the point where you almost die but isn't quite dead yet to stop the hallucinations of ghosts watching you fall asleep and when you wake up the next day they're still there so you vent your life story to them as if they care and your mom doesn't accept the fact your Non-binary so she only calls you by she/her and her and your grandma fight so much to the point where it just doesn't matter anymore so you create a Wattpad to cope but you struggle to update and create new books due to your adhd and lack of inspiration so you take so many breaks to help yourself get motivated and it works to you update more and you slowly become happier? Because same!