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MY BSF'S MOM MIGHT HAVE RONA JDGKFHK I HATE IT HERE I LITERALLY WENT OVER THERE TODAY AND THE GUY IM TALKING TO IS GONNA FIND SOMEONE ELSE IF I GET QUARENTINED HFJFDIFHS AND IM ONLY POSTING ON HERE CAUSE I FORGOT MY TWITTER PWSDGHIEH

lia_turtles

MY BSF'S MOM MIGHT HAVE RONA JDGKFHK I HATE IT HERE I LITERALLY WENT OVER THERE TODAY AND THE GUY IM TALKING TO IS GONNA FIND SOMEONE ELSE IF I GET QUARENTINED HFJFDIFHS AND IM ONLY POSTING ON HERE CAUSE I FORGOT MY TWITTER PWSDGHIEH

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Alot has happened over the past few years. Last year I wanted to go away, I thought I was a waste of space and unneeded. I've just learned to love myself, and I cant tell if it's just how I'm feeling right now, but I'm feeling down again. But most everything has improved. I wouldn't have been able to express myself if it wasnt for this app. Wattpad and the people I've meet here  have helped me through everything. Although many of them -including myself- dont use wattpad much anymore, I hope they know how grateful I am.
          
          I used to be such a crybaby and now I cant cry. Maybe I'll try to when I need to, but for over 6 months I haven't. I've also discovered why everyone says boys are dumb. It's because they hurt us without meaning to all the time. I assume it could be intentional, but I don't believe it is in this case. Boys names that start with C will make it harder than it needs to be. I have yet to find out about the whole J thing. 
          
          Speaking of things I have yet to find out, I have yet to figure myself out. What I want to do, who I want to be. It's scary. But I think I'll be okay. I'm not going to say sorry like I usually do, sorry for being sappy. Because I'm not. I needed to say something and maybe in the future I'll see this and remember how I felt. Happy 2020