lindsayk2503

Should I make a Matt Bomer fanfic? please please answer!

Simp_Queen1324

Hey, I think your jeid story is great but confusing if you rewrite it so it's less confusing I think you would get more reads I love your story but Neil is a different story all together tbh your a great writer I hope if you ever see this you should fix it up a bit 

lindsayk2503

Finally updated my dearests! I'm going to a camp with my school next week so I'll try to update before then, but you guys all know too well what I'm like. So an apology ahead of time is hopefully gonna make up for my lack of updates! IM SORRY GUYS AND GIRLS!❤️

lindsayk2503

Don't give me sympathy for what I'm about to say. 
          He's gone. He's not coming back. He's gone forever. I'm never going to see him again. I hear him every time I go to bed and every time I wake up. I see his face in the mirror and his chair. I don't want to admit it but he is dead. I'll never see him again. Hear his voice or see his face. He's gone and he's not coming back. He's left me for good. I tried to con my way into thinking he's just away for a little bit and that I'll see him soon, but tonight I've realized, he's never coming back. Dead as can be. Lonely as can be. Cold as can be. He's just gone, out of thin air.
           He stopped breathing that night and I never got to say goodbye. He's dead and I can't face it. I cry myself to sleep because I can't hug him goodnight, or kiss him goodnight. I'm scared I'll mess up with everyone else like I did him. 
          He's gone.  
          I try to convince myself everyday. But I never can. It's just a masc of happiness and a counterfeit love. Everything is fake since he's been gone. No point in even trying to tell the truth because no one will care. Or if they do, they won't believe me. No point in trying to confess my feelings because no one will care. I write this hoping one day, someone will read this and ask me what's wrong until I tell them everything. Hoping that maybe one day someone will care. I want to so badly to show this to someone but no one will care. They'll act like they do for my sake but once they realize I'm a stupid girl who wanted attention they'll leave. They all do. Knifes and blades are all I can think about but I never want to touch one. It's too early and revolting to talk about. I don't want to be thought of  a freak who cuts and gets attention and sympathy for it. I just want someone to care. That's all I ever want. 

lindsayk2503

Hey guys. So I've been Thinking about deleting all of my books.:( no one seems to read the new ones and I feel like my time is just going to go to waste. I love writing but j guess other people don't enjoy reading it. Text me back if I should keep them and keep writing or delete them. 

lindsayk2503

Hey guys! I just posted a new story called Test Of Love. It is another Jeid fanfic, but also contains Morcia and Hotchniss. Book blurb: When Jennifer (JJ)  Jareau and Spencer Reid meet one day at work, Spencer isn't the nicest guy. Although Spencer is a rude sexist man, JJ still wants to have something with this man. Will JJ get her wishes or will Spencer's habits break her dreams? This is the true test of love.
          Anyways I would love if you guys could go and check it out, comment or vote! I would also appreciate feedback and tips or ideas for future chapters! Thanks guys and have a great day!❤️

lindsayk2503

SMOKE IN THE RAIN IS UP!!!!!!! Please go read it if you've read the first book! If you haven't read the first book later on in the story will make NO sense! So please go read What Are You Waiting For and then Smoke In The Rain! Love you!❤️