literalight

hey, love :') part of me doesn't want to write this because it feels like I've written more excuse letters to you than chapters of tddup. I don't want to over-explain so I'll try to keep this short and to-the-point. I'm in my final semester of college and that takes up so much of my time and I have very little time for non-academic related activities.
          	
          	The second thing is that my physical health hasn't been in the best condition this year... which has resulted in a drop in my emotional health as well. I'd come sit in front of my laptop with high spirits, then stare at where I've left off writing tddup and feel it all drain away. It's exhausting. And now, even when I want to write, I physically can't. I've been experiencing severe pain in my right arm (my dominant hand) and on a visit to the doc he mentioned some medical term which I didn't catch. Basically the bone at the back of my neck has compressed and is hitting a nerve - one that runs down the right side of my neck, shoulder and arm, which makes doing anything with that hand really hard. Idk what triggered it but it must be the hours I've been putting into studies and academic writing. And it doesn't help that I'm still doing them despite the pain which is probably why I'm not healing like I was supposed to have by now. I was feeling better yesterday only to sit down in front of my laptop today to pick up where I stopped writing the tddup chapter... just for the pain to act up again. I literally felt myself deflate with the disappointment :/

ariellefloxxie_25

Hiii
          	  I'm a first time reader and I absolutely love tddup. 
          	  
          	  I'm sorry you went through all that pain. 
          	  I hope you are better now, take good care of yourself. 
          	  
          	  I hope you passed with flying colors too. 
          	  Take all the time you need to feel better and like yourself again ❤️
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koodgoodwood

@literalight so sorry to hear that. Please take care of yourself.  That's the most important thing.  I hope you get perfectly fine really soon. 
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famousme123

Take all the time you need. Your health is 100 percent more important than any updates. We'll be here when you feel ready to come back x (this year has been terrible for in general lmao)
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dreamsgucci

hello ali! hope you’re doing well! i stopped by to tell you that i recently reread through your eyes and i can’t tell you how great that book was the second time around, but i had a question tho! i thought you had a book published about hunter, but i can’t seem to find anywhere anymore. your blog is also deleted and you’re not active on twitter/instagram. is everything alright? i hope you’re okay and send you my prayers :)
          

koodgoodwood

Hey writer The girl that care forget was such an emotional and captivating read(read it in one go). It made me cry. So many times we find it silly how people like Evelyn stay instead of getting out of the situation. But we tend to forget what it might take for that person who has not seen the better life or worse might think they don't deserve it. Thank you writer for this one. 

literalight

hey, love :') part of me doesn't want to write this because it feels like I've written more excuse letters to you than chapters of tddup. I don't want to over-explain so I'll try to keep this short and to-the-point. I'm in my final semester of college and that takes up so much of my time and I have very little time for non-academic related activities.
          
          The second thing is that my physical health hasn't been in the best condition this year... which has resulted in a drop in my emotional health as well. I'd come sit in front of my laptop with high spirits, then stare at where I've left off writing tddup and feel it all drain away. It's exhausting. And now, even when I want to write, I physically can't. I've been experiencing severe pain in my right arm (my dominant hand) and on a visit to the doc he mentioned some medical term which I didn't catch. Basically the bone at the back of my neck has compressed and is hitting a nerve - one that runs down the right side of my neck, shoulder and arm, which makes doing anything with that hand really hard. Idk what triggered it but it must be the hours I've been putting into studies and academic writing. And it doesn't help that I'm still doing them despite the pain which is probably why I'm not healing like I was supposed to have by now. I was feeling better yesterday only to sit down in front of my laptop today to pick up where I stopped writing the tddup chapter... just for the pain to act up again. I literally felt myself deflate with the disappointment :/

ariellefloxxie_25

Hiii
            I'm a first time reader and I absolutely love tddup. 
            
            I'm sorry you went through all that pain. 
            I hope you are better now, take good care of yourself. 
            
            I hope you passed with flying colors too. 
            Take all the time you need to feel better and like yourself again ❤️
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koodgoodwood

@literalight so sorry to hear that. Please take care of yourself.  That's the most important thing.  I hope you get perfectly fine really soon. 
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famousme123

Take all the time you need. Your health is 100 percent more important than any updates. We'll be here when you feel ready to come back x (this year has been terrible for in general lmao)
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ageofanxiety

Okay, it's official. You're one of my favorite writers on Wattpad. I literally binge read the whole of Everything I Never Say today, and then read your poem collection, and oh my, you're such a fantabulous writer, goodness! I freakin' love your work more than anything else right now ❤️❤️

Joyousjill

@LeavesAreYellow Wait till you read Till Death Do Us Part
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lmlycollins

hello!’ i hope you’re alright. i was wondering: is Through your eyes out ? I’d love to reread it again!

nir-reads

@lmlycollins hey, try Through your eyes by Ali Merci
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lmlycollins

hi i’d love to! but i can’t find it anywhere. is the book published under literalight or something else ? <3
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skpotterr

Tips on how to grow your page on Wattpad? 
          
          I’m writing my first book (the first four chapters are up if anyone sees this and wants to go look!)
          and I desperately need feedback lol
          
          Idk how to get people to read it, so any tips would be much appreciated.