☆♡☆kiki☆♡☆

my poor girl.

i don't like questioning myself. why can't i have everything figured out.

i miss my gf so much. she's the only person that doesn't make me overthink if im good enough to be alive. i need her so bad right now.

enough of this madness.

it is so hard to stay clean.

you lied to me, disrespected me, emotionally fucked me over to a point i can't get close to anyone, literally abused my forgiveness and when i finally left after 2 YEARS OF THIS i'm an insane backstabbing bitch??!! all i ever did was love and support you and now i despise you with my entire being. you knew how much you meant to me and you took advantage of that. i'll never forgive you for that nor will i forget.

to anyone reading this IF anyone reads this....i hope you have a great day!!! i love you so much and stay safe <3 

i'm glad i found her. she makes me feel so seen and heard and like i actually matter. i love you so much my gorgeous girl.

sending you so much love <3

did i do something wrong? why are you ignoring me? i'm sorry.