fake happy;

again, I feel fucking worthless. Like everything I do, everything I say, every part of me is a mistake. It's as though nobody would even want a trash like me. 

happy birthday!
          
          to: y

I'm effin tired but the latter part of me urges that I should go work on my stories. BUT, after doing what life willed me to, I deserve a nap. Gonna sleep forever folks.
          
          kidding.

leaving the kpop world for now, as of late the music I loved before is seducing me.