lena

just got a disney plus subscription which i'll prob only keep for a month, so drop some suggestions what i should watch! <3

before we descend head first back into into the same toxic place the asoiaf/hotd fandom has been since season one aired.... let's all take a breath. this fandom has been honestly been exhausting since 2022 and and i don't even wanna know what happens once june comes around. 
          
          anyway, side note: the new posters and trailers look GOOD. like even if the new season sucks the cinematography will slap

hello everyone. 
          
          it's been quite some time since i've actively been on this app, and without going too deep into it, it was an unplanned and very necessary absence. taking a step back from wattpad and fanfic was almost a natural part of my journey of healing and it's heartbreaking to me to admit that it was neither a priority nor something i was wanting to spend my time on.
          
          i'm doing a lot better now than i was when i first became less active on the app. with therapy and the work i put into myself, the last year has honestly been a lot. it still is a lot of work.
          
          i wish i had better news to end this post with, but in all honesty, i don't want to make any promises. my mental health and healing is still something that i am struggling with and working on. i am doing okay, and continously truly getting better, but fanfic is also simply not a priority of mine at this point in time.
          
          that is not to say i will be gone forever. i have been on wattpad for well over a decade and this app and fanfic means a lot to me. i am currently on the journey to rediscovering my love for writing and playing with some new ideas as a result of that. i just don't know what the timeline for that will be and, frankly, i'm not going to make any promises that will only end up pressuring me.
          
          all my love, lena ❤️

a little psa since i've seen it on tiktok time and time again: please, for the love of god, do NOT sell or buy bound fanfic on etsy or other platforms. it's both illegal, and overall a shitty thing to do for authors, readers and the entire fanfic community. fanfic is a FREE thing nobody is entitled to. it is NOT there so money can be made of off it. 

should i republish my shadow & bone fic??

VIOLET MALFOY HAS RETURNED.

ALSO IM DEBATING CHANGING VIOLETS FC FROM MADELYN CLINE TO SUKI WATERHOUSE BC KAREN SIRKO FEELS LIKE HER

except scott street’s train sound is how violet feels when regulus and evan die and the rest of the gang are imprisoned

and bigger than the whole sky, scott street, and the archer coded

anyways violet is funeral coded