lovenarcissa

“duh ofc i’ve gotten over her, i truly know now that not every friendship lasts and i don’t even think about her anymore” and yet i know that it has been exactly 500 days.

i don’t think anything has hurt me as much as knowing that just one stupid decision on mine ruined my whole family and that nothing will ever be the same again just because of little absolutely fucking stupid me.

i either want to live in a big ass city where absolutely no one knows me so i can just do my thing OR in the middle of nowhere with not a single human in sight so i dont have to listen to them anymore cause istg im going to jump off of a very high building if i have to listen to one more shithead whine ab something

are u really in highschool if your classmates dont have a pregnancy scare every week?

literally sat on my glasses and now im blind as a bat but still have to go to school, isnt that just wonderful?

yall… i live in a flat. on the first floor. there are four apartment buildings in a row and i live in the third one. so basically ive seen a strange man just standing in front of one of the fourth buildings doors staring right at my bedrooms window several times now. every time i see him and stand at the window to figure out who he is he takes out his phone and points it to the window and every time ive sat down on the bed as soon as i see him do that bc like who tf wants a creepy man to take photos of them? but when i stand up hes aready gone. the blinds are broken and i cant even pull them down bc the whole windowsill is full of plants. i lived on the fifth floor for fifteen years and im used to the fact that people just cant see into the flat so im pretty sure ive changed clothes without realising that someone could see. yes thats my fault ik that. my uncles joking around saying that there are footsteps on the snow right outside my window and the old window making loud noises at random times arent helping either lmao like what the hell should i do? i havent told anyone bc theyd think im overreacting but thats actually creepy or am i really just overreacting? he could at least come and offer me a cigarette or sum..

and the laziest/dumbest/most embarassing girl award goes tooo…
          
          
          
          literally everyone in my class. i just cannot stand them anymore.