I've been believing in something so distant, as if I was human

I've been denying this feeling of hopelessness in me

All the promises I've made just to let you down

You believed in me but I'm broken

I have nothing left

And all I feel is this cruel wanting we've been falling for all this time

And now I'm lost in paradise

As much as I'd like the past not to exist

It still does

And as much as I'd like to feel like I belong here

I'm just as scared as you

Run away

One day we won't feel this pain anymore

Take it all away

Shadows of you

'Cause they won't let me go

'Till I have nothing left

And all I feel is this cruel wanting we've been falling for all this time

And now I'm lost in paradise

Alone, and lost in paradise
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lufniap lufniap Aug 28, 2019 05:26PM
Ich bin momentan einfach total allein. Ich fühle mich verstoßen und unverstanden. Jeder, der mit wichtig ist drückt mich weg. Ich verstehe das nicht. Ich brauch dich einfach irgendjemanden der da ist...
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