I confess. I am a crazy person. Which is, that I can be bad, rude, mean, ruthless, and annoying.
But, if you see this side of me then it's the last time you see me.
If I say mean things to you, I will be in tears & cry later that night, even if I am in the right.
Bcuz, being crazy is not in my nature.
I don't like hurting people. I don't like spreading hate. I'd rather be hurting & be in pain myself than hurting someone for my suffering. I'm insane like that.
Bcuz Idk how to cause pain intentionally.
So, if I do hurt you, just believe you deserve it.
Bcuz that will not be intentional. It would be something very real. It would be me, finally opening my eyes to the light, not staying blind, getting out of the dark.
It would be me being real to myself and you.
My actions and words will be the shadow of yours.
Don't complain when my reactions are caused by your actions.
Don't victimize yourself and make me the bad one.
When I share how your words or your actions hurt me and get brushed off? Don't expect me to ever talk to you about my feelings again.
Bcuz you not only make me feel unsafe but also make me question and doubt myself. When I've come a long way in my life, I don't wanna anyone causing me more pain & bringing insecurities to me any longer.
If I feel invalidated for talking about my feelings, and you blame me for not sharing things?
I am not the one at fault here.
Do not expect me to be open with you anymore, bcuz I will start feeling unloved, and uncared for and detach myself.
These feelings, love, actions, thoughts, and considerations can never be and are not one-way things.
It is something that is meant to be reciprocated.
Position, actions, feelings, reasons and circumstances do not justify you from hurting someone, whether or not whose guilty.
Solve the problem, find solutions, and break the situation, Don't let that moment break you.
Life is too short to hold on to hatred.
Be Kind. Forgive and Forget. Spread Love.