B33_L0v3r_456
sorry if im just repeating a question but is Violet Eyes discontinued?? again sorry if this has already been asked <3
lyzard_fan_fics
lyzard_fan_fics
so anyway i’m not posting that body back fic on wattpad yet, but i’m currently writing and uploading it on ao3. it’s actually not mha (SURPRISE SHAWTY), it’s a buddie fic for 9-1-1 bc i cannot be normal about any show apparently. u can go read it on there or wait til i eventually post it on here or u can simply not care bc it’s not mha lolz. but my username is the same on ao3 as it is on here, so feel free
lyzard_fan_fics
insane that writing about your own trauma is hard???? why did i think this would be easy??? why did no one warn me???
_Kiwi_Lili_
@lyzard_fan_fics I did that when I wrote 'We Are Who We Are' it was hard and I couldn't believe that it took me two years to write it. But the fans on here loved it so I never told them how I came up with it. You can do it, just take one chapter at a time. It made take longer, but it's better mentally.
Blu3Jelli_
@lyzard_fan_fics Nobody warned you since they themselves reopened old wounds of their trauma and don't wanna fall back down that rabbit hole of inner self torture again. And I agree with @AxleBaxle since I myself have trauma from my dad.... which is odd since the bastard has been dead for six years and it's still affecting me. Huh- maybe me suppressing and not knowing how to grieve yet understand my feelings towards his death at the ripe age of 9 is what's causing my idiotic 16yr old self's crave for death or a very blade required craving for some control in my life. Got any advice? I also have another thing that's a bit of a tight situation but I ain't gonna trauma dump to get some advice unless you wanna help.
lyzard_fan_fics
wHoA when did i hit 17k? anyways go listen to body back by brye bc that song PERFECTLY describes what it’s like to be taken advantage of by a partner and now i wanna write a horrendously angsty fic about it ngl
Blu3Jelli_
@lyzard_fan_fics ooooh- I actually like that... But what ship would you pick it as is the question?
Jun3BugOfficial
@lyzard_fan_fics Congrats on 17K!! Also if u do end up writing a fic about what it's like to be taken advantage of, by a partner, would DEFINITELY read it.
Kylee7164
wait, i have a question. so i started reading wattpad when i was in 6th grade. now im in 9th. it might be stupid but still, when you guys read and there’s like a description of something, do you look it up or just keep reading?
Blu3Jelli_
@Kylee7164 Depends on what it is or what you mean by that. For example, if you ask that about a word then there's a chance I would, but if it's in a intimate/sexual context then I would have a higher chance of looking it up. If it's about like a pose (sexual wise or not) I mainly imagine it in my head, but if it's like clothing then I have a pretty good chance to look it up to have a better mental image, and the same as the clothes with colors if I just want a clearer mental image. Basically, it just depends on the context behind the question.
lyzard_fan_fics
welp i was gonna write but decided to start 911 instead and now i’m busy watching buck and eddie pine for 7 seasons
sakura_baby_doll
Hay I love your fics and was wondering if you were planning on doing another fic like 'after the stream' or another streamer au fic in general. I just really love that fic and would love to read more like it's.
(✿^‿^)
lyzard_fan_fics
i come back to this account just to be a problem istg
shyshy1798
@lyzard_fan_fics Omg your back- 0-0 this is like a memory box (I just logged back on. It has been so long).
DekuRazzer
Hey! Your story is incredible, and I’d love to share it on my YouTube channel as a narrated video, fully crediting you. I also plan to monetize it. Let me know if you’re okay with this!
Kylee7164
hi lyz! i hope you’re feeling better. we miss you ♥️