mafaIIda

Wait why’d my pfp change

mafaIIda

i love the anime nana its so addicting, im so happy that its summer vacation. my mom is leaving to go on vacation with her friends in about 1 hour and 18 minutes. ill be leaving to go to south carolina to visist my friends new house on the 29th. penny posted on her instagram today! i thought she looked good, i wish i could post something on my instagram but i dont know. lately a lot more people have been following me on my instagram and they are all a bit to pretty which makes me a bit to scared to post. my birthday was 5 days ago, it feels like its been forever yet at the same time it seems like its yesterday. for some reason on my birthday eve i always get this past memory of my sitting on my porch getting all excited for my birthday so on my birthday eve i like to sit in that exact spot, im not sure but something about it makes me feel happy, when i first sat there on my birthday eve all excited i was probably around 11 or 12. im so sad about getting older, actually right now im crying writing this; i dont want to get any older i really love where my life is right now its everything i could ask for. in a few years ill have to look for a job and really focus in school to pursue my moms dream of her children becoming a doctor or anything in the medical field that will make good money so we can take good care of her when shes older. i wonder if in a few years my mom will still be alive her health keeps on getting worse and worse, the medicine she takes is so expensive gladly we have the money for it. all though it doesnt save her life it makes her better. i heard my mom say soon a certain body part of hers will turn into cancer. to be honest i really dont know how i will live without my mom, i dont know how to work, do daily task, simple things in school. i really wonder what will happen to me in the future. i wonder if i will still be alive. oh yeah guess what mb im #animic or however it spelled. its actually really bad, if i faint theres a big chance i might just

skeoul

this message may be offensive 
WHAT THE FUCK
• Reply

mafaIIda

die. i dont get sad thinking about but i wonder what everyone else would think about. i wonder what my mom would think. i wonfer a lot about my mom. i know so much of her yet i barely know anything, i feel like a terrible daughter.
• Reply

mafaIIda

this message may be offensive 
Pennypoo hasn’t been on discord for a few days Burt I hope she’s doing well! If u see this miss u ig.... I’ve been in school for about a week and it’s pretty fun, this girl was talking shit abt me in gym which kinda hurt but that’s okay, life’s okay it could be better though. Goodnight