i'm in a hard place. recently, i split with my best friend. we weren't healthy for one another anymore, and like a coward, i sent her a long message and moved out during the night. it'll be better this way. but on top of that, the guy i love is... complicated. and i guess that's a bad word. but have you ever stayed awake until 4 in the morning with the person you loved, saying i love you and being dreamers, and then waking up as strangers the next morning? life is complicated i guess. i am a bit lost. i've been lost for awhile. my passion is gone and i am choosing to suffocate myself in meaningless activities to act like i'm not drowning. i'm not sure what to do, and to be honest, i'm not having the best of thoughts, either. anyone know how to move forward? i'd love some lessons.