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Sooooo...it's been a while <-<'
          
          Apologies for the sudden disappearance, anxiety got the best of me and made me full of fear (that and I was beginning to spiral once I realized mistakes made in one of my stories). 
          
          I promise I'm still alive, just not much in the writing world, and I feel bad for going silent.
          
          So...recently, some things has been happening...particularly in regards to Dream. Do I care about him? Not really...but considering I have a couple of stories based around him and his DSMP character? Yeah...that's gonna make me a little scared <-<'
          
          Idk everything, I just know there's some uh...bad stuff going around regarding him, aaaaand...I fear writing things related to him??? Or at least, fear writing things OF him.
          
          I'm still writing! Just been struggling to get myself to write as of late. I got a job! I can make money now :D
          I'll most likely be focusing more on oneshots should I post. Again, I apologize for the silence, but I promise I'm still wanting to post.
          
          For now, I think I'll put the Dream stories on hold. Whether or not I'll pick it back up is...up for debate, but it's a low chance. And if I did, I'd probably like...rewrite it or something lol. I do have some other stories in the box though! Ones related to Philza, the Syndicate, aaand...possibly a Technoblade one? Those ones will be on the platonic side than romantic though.
          
          Hope you're all doing well! Stay hydrated! :D
          Sorry for all the words <-<'

Damn I really actually scared myself away from writing just from realizing that I had conflicting information?
          
          You know what? No, I'm sticking with what I'm doing. Who cares if it's incorrect from previous chapters? Well, I do- BUT IT'S A WATTPAD STORY
          I'M NEW TO THIS
          I'm gonna make mistakes, and I don't plan on rewriting Control in the slightest
          
          because I do not want to go back and see my mistakes o-o
          
          I will continue with what I have going in my head, even if it conflicts with chapter 2 hshshshs

Cancel it
          cancel everything
          I'm a freaking failure ISDUGHDUIS
          
          I MADE A FREAKING MISTAKE
          A MISHAP
          I DIDN'T KNOW I NAMED THE SPIDER UNTIL I SAW A COMMENT RELATED TO IT AAAAAAA
          
          I'M TERRIBLE
          
          (I'm not canceling anything, but MAN I feel dumb)

YO, so, for anyone that follows the SECURITY story, IT'S GONNA BE REVAMPED! IT'LL BE BROUGHT BACK, DON'T WORRY!
          
          And for the oneshots for HARVEST and PERFECT, I'll post some more soon, I've just haven't been able to get myself to write for like...the past year??! Oops... Feels like only a few months, but nahhh, it's almost a whole freaking YEAR
          
          I also plan to post some more stories, especially ones for DSMP and FNAF, but even some for a...different community <-<

Ya'll like Sam? I like Sam.
          Sam I am.

Okay, so... my sibling and I play Xenoverse (a Dragon Ball game if you don't know it), and I'm not too knowledgeable about the Super stuff, but regarding the new update/dlc thing with Dabura, we're both extremely upset...
          
          WHY CAN'T WE BE INVITED ON THE VILLAIN SIDE?? WHY CAN'T WE BE THE ONE HE GOES AFTER?? WHYYYY??? I don't like being evil in most games, but I at least want the option! It'd be so fun narratively! But no, he goes after the bitch that turned him into a snack, because that's SOO obvious...
          
          I thought he was a smart cookie, but I guess he's just the crumbles of one...damn it, Dabura...
          
          That's all, I just...I wanted to rant about it for a bit ->-
          It would've been a great and fun opportunity to make our character feel more important than just "that really strong time patroller", but that's just me I guess
          ->-

imagine I add Grian to one of the fics-

- when I read the occasional Phantom fics -
          Writers: *makes Phantom charming*
          My mind: *makes him 10x more charming than actually written down thanks to my damn animation imagination*

This is a bit of a long message, and I apologize if you do not have much interest in anything related to the Dream SMP. Or, more specifically, Technoblade, but I feel like I should at least say something regarding today's news.
          
          
          Today is a hard day for many members of the DSMP community, especially for those who have followed Technoblade. Whether they've followed him from the beginning, or are recent viewers, many are mourning a loss of a wonderful creator who brought light and comfort to many people around the globe.
          
          I may have only been a passive viewer of his content, but I'm aware of the impact he has made on the community as a whole. From the words of his friends and good acquaintances, along with words of his family, he was a passionate and humble man that wanted to bring joy to those who watched his content.
          
          For those who have found comfort and support through this man's content, know that he is not gone, for we are those that will continue to carry him on through life as the memories we carry. Technoblade never dies, after all. 
          
          
          I'm not great with words, especially when it comes to connecting to sensitive topics, so I do apologize if my words are not sufficient enough. Please, remember to try and properly take care of yourselves, and to keep yourselves hydrated. 
          
          May you rest well, Technoblade. You will not be forgotten.
          <3