Eztr Ackerman

Eztr Eztr my old discord account got banned so I made a new one add me at jackytheemokid#5610

So I guess I'm back.
          
          Wow, that was a long (unannounced and unplanned hiatus). It wasn't my fault.
          As many probably knew, I wasn't feeling really up to anything mentally a while ago. I was really stressed because of school and life in general.
          As the result, I lost inspiration. I literally couldn't write anything that made sense any longer. And as I don't like half-assed jobs, I just stopped writing overall.
          This period was last year September till January when I just started Highschool.
          Eventually, I got better but then my laptop broke down on me and with it everything I had written.
          It wasn't until the start of June that my dad finally got a new one. 
          
          In conclusion tho, I'm back (for the next three month at least) and I'll try to update as much as I can in that period.

@JesseForQuits Update on how I'm feeling currently.
          Thank you so much for your advice. Although I haven't been able to talk to my parents about how I feel, I've gotten a lot better.
          I talked a bit to my best friend, sometimes cried before going to bed, had a lot of time to myself to really think about just everything in general.
          I feel a lot better now, I feel happier, like I'm able to take on the world.
          Sometimes, everything just seems too much and I just can't help but shut down but I believe I've gotten better at handling the stress. 
          I now do things for me, for my happiness and for my peace of mind.
          I no longer keep things inside. When something hurts me, I no longer just shrug it off because I'm a "big girl".
          I just wanted to thank you so much because I probably would still be in that poor state of mind if I hadn't talked to someone. I really appreciate your help

Please, don't mind this message.
          It's just me writing my feelings cause I've got nobody to talk to. The actual announcement is down.
          
          
          
          I really feel like my life is falling in pieces right now. Honestly, I feel like everything I do everything I say is always wrong. I feel so inappropriate. I feel useless. Whatever comes in contact with me gets ruined immediately. I can't enjoy what I usually enjoyed before without feeling bad. If I try something new it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth after my parents bring me back to reality. I just feel like puking my life out.
          Sometimes, I feel like it's better if I just didn't exist.
          
          
          
          Rant over guys. In good conscience, feeling like this I can't write anything.  I don't like half-assing things. That just isn't me (A lot of things isn't me anymore in this period) Because I have school added to my emotional baggage and my parents aren't helping. They just make things worse. 
          I'm sorry. I'm literally the worst person on this planet. I know. I'm sorry.

Hello? Meitan-san? When are u going to continue the story of yours? Hemophobia I meant?

Ei ei ei!!! More chapters!!! Im waiting for too long

I'm literally a lil bitch.
          I've finished the new chapter of Hemophobia, written the author's note and all. Yet, I'm here contemplating when I should post it.
          When do y'all suggest?

Yo. S'been a while y'all. I'm still being a bitch and keeping the new chapter of Hemophobia from y'all.
          Sorry, life got to me.
          Btw, I wanted to know if I have any Dutch speakers here. I need their help with a new story and google translator is not really a reliable person (you know what I mean)
          It's for a new story ().  Won't say anything else. But the person gets to have chapters before the release date.
          Anyone interested?
          I also need Spanish speakers but as I've already asked someone and I'm still waiting for their response, that position is occupied for now.
          If anyone is interested, please pm me.

Soooooo, I was thinking...
          While I was writing the new chapter for Hemophobia, I thought about my other stories like That lonely Omega and I realized the chapters were a lot longer.
          So should I continue writing 1000+ chapter or 3000+?
          Let me know in the comments.

So, y'all remember when I said I would update a story or two? Yeah, I lied.
          Well, I didn't exactly lie it's just life caught up to me and hit me like a truck and  final exam's being a bitch. So I may or may not post what I've already written but don't expect much from me.
          
          
          
          
          Quindi, vi ricordate tutti quando ho detto che avrei aggiornato una storia o due? Sì, ho mentito.
          Beh, non ho mentito esattamente, è solo la vita che mi ha raggiunto e mi ha colpito come un camion e l'esame finale è una merda. Quindi (forse) posso pubblicare ciò che ho già scritto, ma non aspettate molto da me.