murder me slowly

Still haven’t forgotten you bud:( uwu 

Awww...it’s been three months:(((( what happened to you??? Commentatorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (you still hold that title btw)

He keeps saying I’m getting better, but I feel like I’m burying myself deeper each day. Can I just stop sabotaging myself? Can I stop being indifferent for the things that matter? At the same time I just want to end it all myself, I dream of the day I’ll chase my own happiness and life. 

the irony of craving to be alone and loathing loneliness nevertheless