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SO.. I've been working on something I'm gonna post it on here once I get chapter two done cuz I've been having trouble on how to word thing and I need to finish planning out he storyline but here's some information on it! ^^ 
          
          Name :the dawn of etherin 
          
          Age: teens and or adult 
          
          Smut: maybe? Idk I haven't got that far into the book yet to say but there will be kissing
          
          Lgbtq+: yes! A few characters will be bi and les 
          
          When will it be out: soon like I said gotta get chapter two done and a few things figured out then we are good to go!! 
          
          Characters: 
          Aaron
          Catharine
          Viro 
          These are the main characters
          
          Other: 
          I'll be making 'fanart' of them so you guys can see on the first chapter how they are with each other and get to know their personalities I still have to work on it but ive been sick so I'll be on that soon!! ^^ 
          
          HOPE YOU GUYS READ IT!! :) 
          
          

Guys some days I'm on some days I'm off and that's alright cuz I'm just fighting for life but yk what has life done to fight for me?  Nothing. I think I'm gonna put myself first and not my waits or feelings my unwanted needs that I thought I needed I'm done :) 
          Im gonna stop making new friends irl cuz texting random people my siblings know doesn't go far and I end up the weird kid 
          Don't trying so hard to care about others opinions yes I have bad social skills but I have depression, anxiety and stress mixed into that plus I over think so you telling me won't help buddy. 
          And I'm weird. But unlike half the people here on earth I'm honest.  I get mad I get sad I get happy I barely feel that now as a 17 year old so fuck it I'm done 
          
          Anyone who knows me irl if you leave me on open I won't reply I'm done being left on open you might as well block me and or delete<3  (but you Naomi ur pookie>:∆

Men are funny flirting for weeks touching my hand and pulling me down to sit with you saying I'm cute, funny and you like that I blush so easy but then you get a girls snap in front of me?? Bitch you must think I have no self-respect? 

Hey uhm….i think i need help. A lot of help. I started having problems with harassment. It’s no sexual harassment or anything , it actually more just, people hating on me cuz I’m gay. It’s been happening more often now, and I’m having really, not ok, thoughts. I just am having a lot of self hate right now. I know I shouldn’t burden you with my dumbass problems, but I need some advise right about now. Even my family has been noticing changes in my behavior. Do you have any suggestions on what to do? You’re my only hope at this point.

So I try not to post my problems/feeling but i feel like I cant talk to anyone and I'm kinda scared to so I'm coming here.. No one has to comment or read this I just want to write out how I feel maybe get some advice.. 
          
          I'm talking to this guy who's a few years older then me not a lot just a few but he doesn't wanna talk to me cuz I'm not 18+ but he said he wanted to get to know me and be Friends.. I made it clear I just want a friend I really did but I thought he was flirting so I asked and he said no kinda blew up (but not really) 
          
          I sometimes flirt with my friends so it just kinda happens now like pookie, bbg, pretty boy/girl, etc it just happens I was told by a guy I use to know before he got a gf that he blocked me cuz I have no social skills.. It hurt.. Knowing that I looked it up and I dont really.. So I asked this guy if I've made him uncomfortable? He said no.. Besides my age cuz I'm not 18+ yet understandable.. Until
          
          My sibling told me that they ran into him and talked he said that he was uncomfortable talking with me cuz of my age and he doesn't even wanna talk to me when I found out it HURT. I was happy all day for tree days straight me and him texted and called everyday almost but the last two days he just kinda stopped I got the hint kinda but not really cuz he said he wanted to be my friend? But then he said that.. It makes me wanna cry and yell block him. But a family member died in his family that was the only reason I started to talk to him was cuz of the death. I know he's ok maybe I should just stop texting him now.. Or ask him why he said that but I'm so hurt and mad I don't wanna I haven't texted him I deleted my text I sent at the time I wasn't expecting a text cuz I deleted what I said but he sent something and I'm nervous to see ik he said he wanted to be my friend but he said he didn't wanna talk to me.. It's not like he lied he told my sibling it was my age but the way he worded it.. Hurt. Am I being dramatic? 

@Naomi_Star_dust this is a red flag.. 

ashley x Naomi is real (@mika_may_1 idc you know who you are)

I just finished the book guys!  It's a 143 chapters long and ready to be published! ^^ I just finished it TnT and I'm tired words HURT to look at.. I might post it btw! 
          
          But I wanna work on another book from toilet bound Hanako kun! Just don't know if I should or the plot line yet.. 

@SweetEmoGirlYT I might it's a 139 chapters long 0-0

Dude tell me how I read one Denki x Shinsou book and now I have a 106 chapter book in my notes to the point my phone is lagging cuz I'm not even close to being done writing it?? TnT 
          
          Also who wants me to post it?