🐊 Memily Doll 🐊

i started listening to ethel cain about a year ago and i couldn’t help but wonder what genius books you could’ve written inspired by her songs <3

I haven’t looked at this account in a long time, but seeing your messages and posts here has made me really emotional, so I thought I would post something for you. I really love all of you so much, and I still think about you every day. I feel like we grew up together, and the years you gave me have been the most precious gift. I work full-time now at a job I really love and appreciate, have different passions and interests than I did when I was 15-24, and don’t listen to or support Twenty One Pilots anymore (as you already know). I’m still the same old Mems, though, just with different commitments. I’m considering posting the stories I still have access to on ao3, just so you can keep them safe for me. I realize now that they never belonged just to me, and I feel very sad reading about the impact these stories had on you, only for them to be taken away. I think it would be okay with me if they were posted somewhere I don’t have to think about, as long as that means they can be available to the people who need them again. I doubt very many of you check this account anymore, but for those of you who do, let me know if that’s something that would help you. As always, I just want you all to be happy. Goodnight. I love you. Say your prayers. 
           xo-Mems

If you’re here in 2024, goodnight, i love you, say your prayers

Hi, you probably won’t read this but I still think about your fanfics, and I can see im not alone here. there was something so captivating about them, they were my favourite on wattpad. I started to listen to Nicole thanks to you and I’m still her fan until today. I hope you’re doing great, whatever you’re up to these days!

you are my roman empire milkcartonangel i miss you 

id pay sm money to read lividity and creek blues fr i pray you will post them again some day 

id give anything to read lividity and creek blues again.

I will forever miss these stories genuinely I must think about them at least once a week I’d sell a kidney to read fleurs captives and lividity again

:)

I completely understand you taking down your writings but today I was thinking back on the times I was reading them and it was a dark period in my life. But your writing always brightened my day and life and I just wanted to express my gratitude for that. You truly do have a gift for it and have affected so many others in that way as well