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Hey girlypops ヾ(☆'∀'☆) I unfortunately bringeth bad news.
Don't want to trauma dump on here but for personal reasons I'm gonna have to step out of the jinbyul community. Things happened and I'm dealing with it the best I can. Because of this, I don't really have the time nor the motivation to make chapters anymore.
Writing hasn't brought the same joy it once had and I think you can tell from the quality of my recent works. At some point I started viewing it as a chore I needed to mark off a checklist rather than a worthwhile avenue to spend my free time. That alone should have been my clue to fix my shit earlier but here we are now.
I’ve been contemplating about stopping writing (and even deleting my profile) for a while now but I've grown to love the silly little stories I wrote in our silly little corner of the internet too much. I swore up and down no matter what, I was going to finish my stories. I know how it feels to stumble upon unfinished works and I would never wish on my worst enemies.
So as a bit of middleground, I’m planning on posting script-like pieces going forward (just barebone description, simple dialogues, usually devoid of emotions and no feelings embedded in the words; the thing I loved most in making stories).
Rest assured, I still love the mamas and the tannies. Their music and their words have been such a great source of comfort to me during this time (stream golden on nov 3 btw). But this writing thing just isn’t working out for me anymore.
This note is a mess. I'm sorry. I’ve been writing and rewriting this for the past months thinking when was the right time to post this. But something happened today and I just feel spent. I hope you all loved my stories and the small time we had here! Please think of them at any random moment of the day for even just a second and I’d feel like the time and love and care I’ve put in all my work was not wasted.
Thank you all!
