minghao_cutie

Me is back after 2 years~
          	
          	How are you all doing?

FantasyCreature123

Hi! I know you might have left this account, but I just wanted to wish a you very Happy Birthday!
          
          Maybe you'll see this, maybe you'll not, but still, have an amazing day ahead, and enjoy this special day!
          
          ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

minghao_cutie

Hello to whoever is still here 
          I'm good, everything is good 
          Totally didn't to therapy for anger management *sarcasm*
          I've talked about my parents over here, about how they're great, which is somewhat true. 
          They never liked when I'd show my emotions 
          "why do you laugh so much, it's obnoxious"
          "don't cry, it makes you look pathetic"
          "why are you getting angry, it's not nice"
          So, I stopped showing any emotion , I repressed everything for 13 years. 
          Until recently, I couldn't. 
          I started taking out my anger in concerning ways. 
          I started breaking stuff , I broke about 2 ceramic plates and 5 glasses .
          I started to become physically angry, making really scary gestures.
          My parents got concerned and got me a therapist 
          Now, I'm okay I guess 
          Everything is fine 
          Except for this account, it's dead 
          I'm busy with school (as I predicted) 
          I have tests after tests, projects after projects and exams after exams. (I still didn't finish most of them )
          My pre mid term exam is on August 10
          I just want to say
          Thank you ,
          For making memories with me 
          For giving me a space for expressing how I feel 
          For keeping up with my stupid ass 
          For everything 
          I probably won't come back to this account ever 
          If I've ever hurt you in anyway, I'm extremely sorry. 
          I'll miss you all soo much 
          Thank you 
          Good bye 
          ♥

FantasyCreature123

@GeniusGamerAM 
            Happy Birthday in advance!
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minghao_cutie

Hello everyone, 
          How are you ? Hope you and your loved ones are safe. 
          
          My family lost 5 people this week and I honestly don't know how to feel. We were very close and I can't process the fact that they're gone.
          
          My neighbor got covid I hope they get well soon. The whole street is in quarantine. The shops are closed we get our groceries by ordering from a supermarket but they are running out of stock lately. We only have food for 2-3 days. We are eating a lot less than we usually eat. 
          
          My mental health has deteriorated completely, I'm crying every single day. It's been a long time since I've slept peacefully. I just want all of this to end. I want everything to go back to normal. I'm trying to stay strong but every single call from my relatives just breaks me down .
          
          The only thing keeping me sane is svt's music ,going seventeen and Bruno Mars 
          
          I probably won't be online more frequently. 
          I came here to tell you what has been going on in my life. 
          It didn't feel good to keep everything inside. 
          
          Bye ♥

happymingyu

@minghao_cutie awww ;;; glad to hear that.
            I miss you so much as well ;; ♡ 
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minghao_cutie

@Animelore thank you, take care 
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minghao_cutie

@happymingyu I miss you so much TT
            the new stocks came in last week,  we're okay now. 
            Take care 
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