minygkook

No Justice, No Peace. Black Lives Matter

minygkook

I'm eighteen today.
          
          It's feel the same but adult. I crave about being an adult all the time because it's seems fun. Put aside the job, bills, dates and all of those stuff. I'm talking about shopping online, online business and getting licence. This is the stuff I missed out and now, I'm free to do that. 
          
          Being eighteen means I'm a real deal now. No more pretending I'm an adult living in a child body. With the situation I live in, I have no choice but to be matured. I need to be matured so I won't burdened anybody but it's okay now.
          
          I'm grateful because Allah showered me with a good umi and kakak, a humble life and healthy. That's all I need. I don't need any gifts and wishes, just a sincere pray for my happiness is all I ask for because these days it's hard to keep being happy.
          
          Anyone who need to hear this today. You've work hard, you're worth it and remember someone love you. So, don't give up and stop halfway. Keep fighting till our legs give out!
          
          -love, hanny

minygkook

It's almost a week to new year and to be frank, I am so not ready but also at the same time I felt excited. It's the most strange things ever. 
          
          
          The new decade, that I'm afraid I'll screwed and messed up again (which I fix it everytime but ended up broken) or happy that I'm finally eighteen. The most glorious time or age for me, maybe because I could do a lot of things, like a lot. Not in a reckless way but the way where I'm trying to figure what I'm best at. Writing, designing or art? Girl, couldn't stick with one thing and that's a problem. 
          
          
          I don't know if I should go back to where I stopped? Learning or should I just be what I want and be the random me again. People around me said I will be fine and will get through this. It's funny how I believe it, until today and I'll probably still do in five to ten years later.
          
          
          Life is short and I want to experience everything. Seems greedy but that's what I am. Maybe I should let go from one thing to other and move one. Like how I let my social life went to drain and I act like everything's fine. It's not at first but as time goes by, I'm perfectly fine.
          
          
          Not a guy, friend or any useless things in my life. I keep myself to me. Sure, we called it boring but you know what's the best thing being alone? You could figure out who you really are. Then, fix it and stop pretending to be someone you aren't. Wearing pretty clothes and makeup and carrying the expensive phone and bag, that's not gonna bring you anything but a heartbreak at the end of the day. Be comfortable on what you do and wearing and do not burden anyone else (this includes your parents)
          
          
          Also, don't date anyone just to have the dating life experience. It'll make you cry a bucket in later day. Save yourself for someone who's worthy. Maybe in 10 years later.
          
          
          A late teenage girl rambling at the middle of the night. Not much but it's a lesson. Life lesson. Have a good day, night and year. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
          
          
          Love, Hanny.

sanasbestie

I know that I am actually irritating, going around and promoting my story to armies but I spent like 2 hours trying to write a chapter so id really appreciate it if you checked out my jk fanfiction called "Outsider"
          IM SORRY FOR THE TIME YOU WAISTED READING THIS 
          *desperate*