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sooo I need to vent and it’s kind of a long story… so I spent june traveling europe doing one of those group tours for younger adults. And there was a guy we’ll call C. and we were getting along, cute banter, teasing each other, making dumb jokes, not paying attention to things. we even went to the sex museum together, sharing our vapes (1. ik it’s stupid i don’t care 2. i’m old enough 3. if your not old enough don’t or just don’t no matter what it’s an expensive habit) also he’s british and i love an accent. Well we even made out a few times (my first real kiss) and i briefly remember us play-choking each other in the streets of rome after a night out (kinky ik )

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but yeah that’s that umm yeah. I’m kind of crazy and a mess and i never like people and i really like him and i miss him a lot honestly, just talking to him … and the making out not gonna lie but yeah what would anyone do if they were in this situation
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he’d also randomly comment on my bereal being like i love you but i felt like i was always the first one to start messaging first, and that started to stress me out and so I stopped and then he kinda stopped and we’re in a somewhat active groupchat together but he never really says anything and i think he has a girlfriend now, but i wouldn’t know because we haven’t talked in a bit and he seldom posts or talks in the groupchat. I never got his snap back while we were on our trip but i know we have mutuals and i found his account by searching his name but i didn’t want to add him and have him see i added him by searching for his user name so i spent the last week figuring out how to update snapchats quick add list and was strategically updating it until his account came up and now it’s up and i haven’t added him and idk what to do.
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Sadly his tour ended before mine and when he was leaving he said goodbye
          	  to me about 5 times and hugged me each time and i feel like we were going to kiss but we didn’t and i don’t know why we didn’t like there was definitely those looks going around. Well we continued messaging for a while (like the next 3-4 weeks, during which i’d gone back to the states and he had gone to sweden for his job training) via whatsapp and insta. he’d be like i really liked you and i would be like i really liked you and he would say i’m cute which i’m really awkward about hearing idk what to do and he’d randomly call me over instagram in the middle of the  midnight and would comment on my instagram being like why are you ignoring me or once we talked for like an hour and i was like we have to hang up it’s literally 4 am for you and you have to be up in 2 hrs to go to work.
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sooo I need to vent and it’s kind of a long story… so I spent june traveling europe doing one of those group tours for younger adults. And there was a guy we’ll call C. and we were getting along, cute banter, teasing each other, making dumb jokes, not paying attention to things. we even went to the sex museum together, sharing our vapes (1. ik it’s stupid i don’t care 2. i’m old enough 3. if your not old enough don’t or just don’t no matter what it’s an expensive habit) also he’s british and i love an accent. Well we even made out a few times (my first real kiss) and i briefly remember us play-choking each other in the streets of rome after a night out (kinky ik )

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but yeah that’s that umm yeah. I’m kind of crazy and a mess and i never like people and i really like him and i miss him a lot honestly, just talking to him … and the making out not gonna lie but yeah what would anyone do if they were in this situation
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he’d also randomly comment on my bereal being like i love you but i felt like i was always the first one to start messaging first, and that started to stress me out and so I stopped and then he kinda stopped and we’re in a somewhat active groupchat together but he never really says anything and i think he has a girlfriend now, but i wouldn’t know because we haven’t talked in a bit and he seldom posts or talks in the groupchat. I never got his snap back while we were on our trip but i know we have mutuals and i found his account by searching his name but i didn’t want to add him and have him see i added him by searching for his user name so i spent the last week figuring out how to update snapchats quick add list and was strategically updating it until his account came up and now it’s up and i haven’t added him and idk what to do.
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Sadly his tour ended before mine and when he was leaving he said goodbye
            to me about 5 times and hugged me each time and i feel like we were going to kiss but we didn’t and i don’t know why we didn’t like there was definitely those looks going around. Well we continued messaging for a while (like the next 3-4 weeks, during which i’d gone back to the states and he had gone to sweden for his job training) via whatsapp and insta. he’d be like i really liked you and i would be like i really liked you and he would say i’m cute which i’m really awkward about hearing idk what to do and he’d randomly call me over instagram in the middle of the  midnight and would comment on my instagram being like why are you ignoring me or once we talked for like an hour and i was like we have to hang up it’s literally 4 am for you and you have to be up in 2 hrs to go to work.
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