Mixshroom

Finally remembered my password lmaoooo
          
          Anyways, I've focused on my studies that last 2 years, not because I forgot my password and that I had an Wattpad.
          
          Got a writer's block, artist block and mental block barreling towards me everytime I want to do something.

How the fuck as it been THREE YEARS since you've read my Tanya the Evil fanfic what the fuck 

Recently went to a Hoyo con
          
          It was fun
          
          Almost spent all my savings lol

4 months have passed. 
          
          And I'm still alive, how shocking. :o
          
          Anyways, have been busy with school and other stuff lately.
          
          There's a knot spiraling in my stomach- Anxiety maybe, Idk.
          
          But hey, at least I'm still alive

Omw to upload an oc x genshin soon ✌(◕‿-)✌
          
          Have been stacking them ideas up in a folder. Just need a few revisions and they're gonnna be free. 
          
          Soon, I wish.

This account is dead now
          
          I'm so busy with school recently lmao
          
          I haven't even uploaded any new drawings huhu

Got addicted to MDZS, can't go back to Genshin anymore smh
          
          But anyways, Wei Wuxian is new hubby ❤❤❤

To breathe, to blink, to exist. 
          
          I've always wondered, what exactly is my purpose? 
          
          Through the years that passed, this question of mine, or pretty much everyone has different answers based on different situation or events. 
          
          Am I here to make people laugh? Angry? Sad? To annoy people with my jokes and puns? Am I here to criticize the people around me or to be criticized? To be an example of what you shouldn't be? Am I here just to be questioned and is always expected to be detailed and specific when answering? Am I here to be used and ordered around? To be taken advantage of? Am I here for people to rely on? Am I someone else's purpose? 
          
          What exactly am I here for? 
          
          Am I here for the sole reason of being the hope of our family? Our country? 
          
          I can only answer with: I'm here to feel. 
          
          To feel pretty much anything. 
          
          To feel happy, sad, angry, scared etc. 
          
          To feel as if something will go wrong. 
          
          That's pretty much the only answer I've got. 
          
          Now, should I be thankful for waking up to another new day? Survive through it then dread for the incoming tomorrow? 
          
          To think that I'd still be here, typing random things I want to let out.

This account has been quiet for quite a while. I wonder why ? 
          
          *Looks at Genshin*

u-ur banner /cries