dam ok i be like "explanation soon" and then dont post one????
ok real explanation this time. i kinda feel bad for leaving without saying anything and just abandoning my friends here. scratch that, i feel terrible. so i feel as if you deserve a reason.
tw for basically all the bad stuff you can think of i had a terrible time (no but if ab*se and severe chronic illness are triggering please don't read. i wanna give y'all an update but if these are hard for you PLEASE consider yourself first. stay safe. i love you.)
im gonna keep it short. i was in a really bad ab*sive relationship throughout 2021 and 2022, where my ex was attempting to gr**m me into being submissive about doing stuff with them when they came to visit me (it was long distance relationship). we broke up on and off but i was being manipulated so it was really hard for me. i ended up calling things off in march of 2022 and was really seriously messed up after all that.
then if things literally couldn't get any worse i got diagnosed with cancer in june 2022 lmfao. like it's kind of comical how unfortunate it is. so i was severely ill and had to go for surgeries and doctor's appointments all the time. i was bedridden and couldn't work or go to school a lot of the time so i was really miserable.
thankfully now im in a better relationship and have been for over a year, and my new partner is much better to me and i love them so very much. they're my heart and soul. im also in remission! so that's great! and my partner helped me every step of the way.
tldr: had the worst fcking 2 years ever.
again im so sorry i abandoned yall. i hope you can understand. life is not easy on me these days and i am still very unwell mentally and physically because of everything that happened to me.
but im in a place where i feel like im ready to return :) i love writing so much! and i love sharing my writing with the world.
stay tuned for original works + some fan works :') thanks yall!
