musicislifefam

hey gays,
          	i'm not in the best mind set right now and i promise that i'll still post the book. Some sad and terrible things has happened the past months that has really hurt me. To make up for that, here's a little sneak peak of "Lonely Nights Without You":
          	
          	'Oh sweet, sweet Evan, look what you've done. Destroyed everything. You should be ashamed of yourself. Ruined everything. Well you always ruin things, am I not right, young man. I hope you continue to hate yourself because everyone already hates you, Evan. Just give up Evan, if you just give up now, you won't feel the pain anymore' the voice in my head says to me.
          	
          	I'm upset, I'm broken, nothing can fix me. I'm useless, my girlfriend hates me, what else am I left to do? What is my purpose, anyone?! Why do I even care about myself ? The world may never know.
          	
          	Laying in my bed, I start to think. It's 3:50 A.M. and school starts at 7:45, great. Just perfect. These thoughts just keep getting to me. I just want a normal life, but I know that I won't. People say that it'll get better, it won't.

musicislifefam

hey gays,
          i'm not in the best mind set right now and i promise that i'll still post the book. Some sad and terrible things has happened the past months that has really hurt me. To make up for that, here's a little sneak peak of "Lonely Nights Without You":
          
          'Oh sweet, sweet Evan, look what you've done. Destroyed everything. You should be ashamed of yourself. Ruined everything. Well you always ruin things, am I not right, young man. I hope you continue to hate yourself because everyone already hates you, Evan. Just give up Evan, if you just give up now, you won't feel the pain anymore' the voice in my head says to me.
          
          I'm upset, I'm broken, nothing can fix me. I'm useless, my girlfriend hates me, what else am I left to do? What is my purpose, anyone?! Why do I even care about myself ? The world may never know.
          
          Laying in my bed, I start to think. It's 3:50 A.M. and school starts at 7:45, great. Just perfect. These thoughts just keep getting to me. I just want a normal life, but I know that I won't. People say that it'll get better, it won't.

musicislifefam

AHHHH! SOOOOO MUCH IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW!!! I JUST HIT 300 ON MY FAN ACCOUNT AND ABOUT TO HIT 300 ON MY MAIN! AND ON TWITTER IM ABOUT TO HIT 200! Ik you guys probably don't care but I do Wattpad wise, the Youtuber burn book  is almost at 400 views and also 200 views on Late Night! Ahhhh! I've put sooo much hard work and dedication to those books and I'm glad you're reading them and enjoying them! Also on another note, I'm working on some very secret projects that will come out this year!
          Ily more than Kanye loves Kanye!
          ~Riley✨

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AHH! The Youtuber burn book has reached over 300 views!! I'm glad y'all are enjoying it but there's a favor I want y'all to do. If you want a Youtuber that I haven't done in the burn book, ether reply to this or comment on the book. I'll try to do all of them if you request any.
          Ily more than Kanye loves Kanye!
          ~Riley✨

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On second thought, I just might start updating the secret book. I'm trying to finish the Lyric books because that'll push more books out of the way till the artist makes new music. The only ones I've finished (for now) are Troye and Trevor and maybe other ones. Panic! At the disco's and Halsey's books will take forever but Panic!'s is a wip for now.
          Ily more than Kanye loves Kanye! 
          ~Riley✨

musicislifefam

Boom! 
          Yes I just did drop double chapters!
          I was gonna say that I had a twist on it but I wanted to suppress you! 
          Thanks for waiting for the chapters!
          Ily more than Kanye loves Kanye! 
          ~Riley✨