Wow, this feels so weird. I really need to do this more often. Or not.
I'm going to be deleting this account. If you want a reason, go listen to Older by Sasha Sloan and don't think. That's all you'll get of me. I'm sorry Ro, but I couldn't. You know what I'm talking about, and I know that you tried, but I can't.
I hate aesthetics. I hate them so, so much. I hate fitting in. The person who used to be my best friend... we drifted apart. Yes, @KY0SHI_ I'm talking to you. I'm not really blaming you consciously, but the way I see it, it's just you. Maybe I'm really just an antisocial who can't do anything for her life. Maybe I was right. Maybe I'm not. I just... for me, it started with you. I was so proud of us having so much common ground, and then I kinda feel like you stole something from me. I was so happy to finally find a fandom where I was happy and (I don't mean this as offensive, just as... relieved?) you weren't there. I wanted to gush over it to you so, so much. I just wanted to convince to do something. But noooo, it wouldn't happen like that. Since when is life easy.
You were never Ames to me. You were always "booklover-4-life". I remember, I was your 49th follower. I was always so happy to know you when you were so innocent and happy. It's still one of my best memories. I just want you to know that. I hate what you've become. So, so much. I loved what you were before. Funny, isn't it? My element is water. "The element of change. The people of the water tribes are capable of adapting to many things. They have a sense of community and love that holds them together through anything." Of course, now you'll know who said this. I resent that. (I can't even make you discover Leaves From The Vine, or make you say may Mako - OH MY GOODNESS THEY NAMED ONE OF THE CHARACTERS IN LOK (i do NOT say tlok) AFTER HIM AHHH - rest in peace. Yes, Iroh's voice actor died during the show.)
Anyway. This is a final goodbye. To you, to everybody. I don't mean offense. Just... bye.