TAEVTAES

silence sends me into hysteria. i don't want silence from me to do that to you. i... need some time, dreamy. i need some time to say something again. i'm just a mess right now? wait for me. give me some time to gather my thoughts. and in the meantime know that i love you a thousandfold.

TAEVTAES

dreamy. why did you disappear again? i miss you.

mymydreammymydream

@TAEVTAES  There's this flowering plant in our yard. In my native language we call it pavizhamallipoov. It roughly translates to the pearl Jasmine flower....? And it's so small with tiny white petals and an orange stalk. It blooms at night and let's out the most intoxicatingly, achingly, beautiful smell. And then it withers in the morning and is shed. Such a beautiful flower, so fragile and good. It reminds me of you all the time
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mymydreammymydream

@TAEVTAES Juice! Aaahh. We have a suppota tree in our yard and right now it's in bloom and all the fruits are so fresh. We pluck them and sink them in rice and keep aside for a week for them to ripen. Then we cut it open and grind it up with milk and horlicks. Tastes heavenly. Do suppota's grow there author dear?
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TAEVTAES

ello

TAEVTAES

i love you so much, i don't just want to comfort you by coaxing you into a false reality. if i must be an alarm to save you from the fires ahead, i will. peace will come only after. i also want you to know that i love you for all that you are and if you'd see me through my eyes, you'd fall in love with yourself too. 
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TAEVTAES

but, my little girl :( you're safe with me <3
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TAEVTAES

i worry about you when you go through such emotions. you're still in school as you feel like this about your progress in school work and school life. how will you live in the world that lies beyond the safe boundaries of school? i sound wrong, but i've seen life a little more than you and dealt with it in the middle of a terrifying crowd on my own.
            
             i've always advised you to work on the art of detachment from academic and work related success and failure. all i can say is that this a process of growth. you have to maneuver your way out of this without letting yourself get even a scratch. you can do it. i believe in you, i always have.
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