nerium__

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What do I do ??? 
          	I have been feeling down and depressed lately. I lost interest in everything.... literally everything.....I don't feel like eating, studying or even watching any stuff related to BTS which I used to enjoy earlier.
          	I'm having suicidal thoughts too...and I feel like life isn't worth living.... I'm not worth anything.....if I tell my family.....well they don't care about it....they say I'm doing it for seeking attention.....plz help I don't know why I'm writing it here......I don't know where to go? Who to ask help? I just want to die and end all this but a part of me wants to save myself..... But I'm loosing shit and sanity...... somebody please help me before I loose it

loveisawasteoftime00

@nerium__ sorry to say! But im going thrrough the same. I told everything to my parents and convinced them to see a psychiatrist. And ykw after meeting them they told that im going through chronic depression and all these are the symptoms of the disorder. They said it will take 6 months or a year to overcome this disorder but i'll become fine eventually. Now, im taking treatment from 8 months and that really saved me. My suggestion is try to convince your parents to consult a psychiatrist or psychologist cause at last only they will understand you whats wrong with you and help you. Wishing you better healing. <3
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notwhoyouthink23

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@Taeskook0130 hey.. Don't say like that dear.. You're not alone.. My situation is same like you.. But don't worry if no one cares about you..you should care about yourself..love yourself.. Don't give a f*ck to anyone..if they aren't caring about you.. Then why are you thinking about that shit people's words huh??love yourself.. And show them how important your life for you.. ❤❤❤ everyone's life is precious..❤❤❤
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nerium__

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What do I do ??? 
          I have been feeling down and depressed lately. I lost interest in everything.... literally everything.....I don't feel like eating, studying or even watching any stuff related to BTS which I used to enjoy earlier.
          I'm having suicidal thoughts too...and I feel like life isn't worth living.... I'm not worth anything.....if I tell my family.....well they don't care about it....they say I'm doing it for seeking attention.....plz help I don't know why I'm writing it here......I don't know where to go? Who to ask help? I just want to die and end all this but a part of me wants to save myself..... But I'm loosing shit and sanity...... somebody please help me before I loose it

loveisawasteoftime00

@nerium__ sorry to say! But im going thrrough the same. I told everything to my parents and convinced them to see a psychiatrist. And ykw after meeting them they told that im going through chronic depression and all these are the symptoms of the disorder. They said it will take 6 months or a year to overcome this disorder but i'll become fine eventually. Now, im taking treatment from 8 months and that really saved me. My suggestion is try to convince your parents to consult a psychiatrist or psychologist cause at last only they will understand you whats wrong with you and help you. Wishing you better healing. <3
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notwhoyouthink23

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@Taeskook0130 hey.. Don't say like that dear.. You're not alone.. My situation is same like you.. But don't worry if no one cares about you..you should care about yourself..love yourself.. Don't give a f*ck to anyone..if they aren't caring about you.. Then why are you thinking about that shit people's words huh??love yourself.. And show them how important your life for you.. ❤❤❤ everyone's life is precious..❤❤❤
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nerium__

A loot of people told me that if you have something going on in ur head and you want to get rid of it then you should  write it somewhere...........................
          should I write on wattpad by moulding those thoughts into a fanfic...............I mean that would become entertaining for others plus my writing skills would improve plus I can write my worst imaginations in my own way.................Should I continue?????

INDIAN_ARMY_SEVEN

@nerium__  yess!!! you should!! i would love to read them!!
            and maybe help me to understand your situation and struggles you're facing <3
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cherievkoo

nerium__

I just completed reading "The Nerds" vkook ff and now I'm numb and traumatized...........plz help 
          
          
          I couldn't cry but heart hurts so bad 
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nerium__

@Cute_Like_Jackson "The Nerds" 
            It's in my "current reads" reading list
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Cute_Like_Jackson

@Taeskook0130 Oh!! Seems interesting! I'll surely read! Can you tell me the name of the book?(ʘᴗʘ✿)
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nerium__

@Cute_Like_Jackson the plot is that Jungkook runs a gang in South Korea ......and hides his identity by disguising as a nerd in college......while Tae is a member of a gang in America who runs away and hides in South Korea......and they both meet in college.......somany twist and turns and this book doesn't has peace for a minute ...........not even at the end....... it just made me feel a lot of emotions.......how small to large things matter .....to how trauma hurts in the worst way possible....how toxicity works......this book has everything......huh I'm so done with life........
            
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