nestorsdarling

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if you have eyes you can see that this account is a liiiittle bit inactive when it comes to writing. and i'll be honest, it's upsetting! there's stuff that i want to write but i hold back because i feel embarrassed. i have people from my old school following this account and it would be incredibly embarrassing if an old friend of mine were to find any of the shit i want to write about.
          	
          	i am going to be taking down my "emo" band oneshot book, and i've already done the work of unpublishing all of my other past works. i no longer have any desire to write about ships like joshler or frerard. maybe i grew out of it, maybe i just lost my spark. all i know is that i will not be writing about them anymore.
          	
          	as for the things that i want to write now, i will not be releasing them here. i am going to write what i want to write on another account, though i will not be releasing the name of that account here. i would like to keep my new work separate from this account. if you REALLY want to continue supporting my work and if you want to follow my new account, you can PM me, but don't be upset if i politely decline.
          	
          	to make it clear, i will still be using this account for reading!!!! i have 600+ books in my library, with probably over half of them being unread. i don't want to leave that behind! i just won't be active with writing or messaging and all that other stuff.
          	
          	so i guess this is it. i have made peace with Kayla_0819 / hxneytyler / nestorsdarling. we have reached the end of an era, and i am ready to put my writing journey on this account to rest. to anyone that may read this now or in the future, i truly thank you from the bottom of my heart for supporting me and my dumb little hobby. you mean the world to me.
          	
          	always and forever,
          	
          	                 - kayla. <3

nestorsdarling

this message may be offensive
if you have eyes you can see that this account is a liiiittle bit inactive when it comes to writing. and i'll be honest, it's upsetting! there's stuff that i want to write but i hold back because i feel embarrassed. i have people from my old school following this account and it would be incredibly embarrassing if an old friend of mine were to find any of the shit i want to write about.
          
          i am going to be taking down my "emo" band oneshot book, and i've already done the work of unpublishing all of my other past works. i no longer have any desire to write about ships like joshler or frerard. maybe i grew out of it, maybe i just lost my spark. all i know is that i will not be writing about them anymore.
          
          as for the things that i want to write now, i will not be releasing them here. i am going to write what i want to write on another account, though i will not be releasing the name of that account here. i would like to keep my new work separate from this account. if you REALLY want to continue supporting my work and if you want to follow my new account, you can PM me, but don't be upset if i politely decline.
          
          to make it clear, i will still be using this account for reading!!!! i have 600+ books in my library, with probably over half of them being unread. i don't want to leave that behind! i just won't be active with writing or messaging and all that other stuff.
          
          so i guess this is it. i have made peace with Kayla_0819 / hxneytyler / nestorsdarling. we have reached the end of an era, and i am ready to put my writing journey on this account to rest. to anyone that may read this now or in the future, i truly thank you from the bottom of my heart for supporting me and my dumb little hobby. you mean the world to me.
          
          always and forever,
          
                           - kayla. <3

nestorsdarling

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hi. as a fanfiction author (i say as if im popular in any way, which i most certainly am not) i feel like im obligated to address the big fat humongous elephant in the room. get ready to throw your peanuts, because the big fat elephant is none other than brendon urie!
          
          to make a long story short, im gonna label his situation a Big Yikes. he has been such a huge part of my life for a really long time, and it hurts me so bad that i can no longer support him...but it has to be done. i cant excuse his actions (and alleged actions) anymore. as a matter of my fanfictions? ...im honestly not really sure. im thinking that anything that has already been published will stay published, bc for the most part im really proud of the things ive written! i dont want to take them all down just because brendon decided to be a shithead. as a matter of my unpublished/in progress works, (mostly sir, brendons character is a HUGE part of the story) ill start working on switching his character out for somebody else.
          
          the only thing that would have been badly damaged in this situation is kik, my multiship book that i unpublished a little while back. i REALLY dont want to put more on my plate and rewrite that whole book, taking out the entire bren ryan dallon triangle. its too much tbh. so as of this moment, kik will be discontinued-ish. it makes me sad, but maybe one day ill revisit it! i havent completely lost hope for that book yet but for now i have to give it up and let it fall to the bottom of my drafts pile.
          
          TL;DR: i will continue to say 'fuck you, brendon urie' at least until he ADDRESSES THE ALLEGATIONS, COWARD.
          
          i think that will be all, thanks for reading and continuing to support my dumb little hobby!
          
                - k <3

nestorsdarling

im gonna make a thread of songs that make me feel like punching a cop and setting a house on fire

nestorsdarling

somebody's gonna get their head kicked in tonight - the rezillos
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nestorsdarling

we want fun - andrew w.k.
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nestorsdarling

alright, alright (here's my fist where's the fight) - sahara hotnights 
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nestorsdarling

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I GOT IN FIRST PLACE IN RAINBOW ROAD ON MY SECOND TRY. OH MY FUCKING GOD I AM HAPPY CRYING FUCK AASHDJAHSKAKDJDJAAKAWG

TheActualRealKeith

@hxneytyler im still proud of you (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
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nestorsdarling

@TheActualRealKeith it was my second try ever :(
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