nikkotrinity

I miss how it used to be... yet I somehow keep it going. Going as hard as I can hoping to make it into something and hoping it will be something to others. But I can't do it alone.. My heart and mind struggle to keep it afloat, but I feel like I'm drowning. Perhaps it's too late and perhaps it's time to give up. To shut down. But I'm afraid of letting the people down. How can I keep it afloat? I've tried, and others I have trusted in the past failed me (but I don't forget I failed the most). I feel like whatever I do is failing. I'm trying to stay, to not forget, but I can't do it alone. Perhaps I'm not trying hard enough? Not pushing enough? How can I make it stay afloat? To burst with more energy? I feel like I've already lost and am losing my motivation and spirit to keep going. I don't want this negative energy to affect others, but who can I rely on? Perhaps no one will listen. No one will blink an eye and ignore me like a shadow as I've always been. My heart is frustrated.

AsterQing

@melo_marl same. Scares me every time i think about it
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AsterQing

@NikkoTrinity oh good. Hope you're doing well. I've been through something like this about 2 years ago and though it's obviously not exactly what's going on with you it's pretty similar. You can always take a break and chill, or try new things or focus on yourself. Stay safe❤
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Just_Call_Me_Ell

Padaan ako anak! ^_^
          
          Here I am to introduce Theo Ledesma! Alamin natin ang buhay na mayroon siya. Is it heaven? Or is it hell? Curious ka ba sa buhay niya? Halina't basahin ang "Enchanted in Hell." 
          
          Tuklasin ang kaabang-abang na pakikipagsapalaran niya kasama si Rina. Paano niya kaya mapagtatagumpayan ang kaniyang suliranin? Samahan natin siyang buuhin ang kuwento ng kaniyang pag-ibig, ng kaniyang pamilya at marami pang iba.
          
          Come on, vámonos
          Everybody let's go!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/214824237-enchanted-in-hell

nikkotrinity

I miss how it used to be... yet I somehow keep it going. Going as hard as I can hoping to make it into something and hoping it will be something to others. But I can't do it alone.. My heart and mind struggle to keep it afloat, but I feel like I'm drowning. Perhaps it's too late and perhaps it's time to give up. To shut down. But I'm afraid of letting the people down. How can I keep it afloat? I've tried, and others I have trusted in the past failed me (but I don't forget I failed the most). I feel like whatever I do is failing. I'm trying to stay, to not forget, but I can't do it alone. Perhaps I'm not trying hard enough? Not pushing enough? How can I make it stay afloat? To burst with more energy? I feel like I've already lost and am losing my motivation and spirit to keep going. I don't want this negative energy to affect others, but who can I rely on? Perhaps no one will listen. No one will blink an eye and ignore me like a shadow as I've always been. My heart is frustrated.

AsterQing

@melo_marl same. Scares me every time i think about it
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AsterQing

@NikkoTrinity oh good. Hope you're doing well. I've been through something like this about 2 years ago and though it's obviously not exactly what's going on with you it's pretty similar. You can always take a break and chill, or try new things or focus on yourself. Stay safe❤
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-GoneOn-

*(Beautiful person award)*
          
          You are beautiful, special, talented, and loved!!!
          
          *send this to others if you want*

-GoneOn-

@NikkoTrinity I miss you too!  I pray your dong well!
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nikkotrinity

@Katana391012 awww (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) I miss you, Katana!! Hope you're doing well ❤️❤️
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nikkotrinity

Merry Christmas everyone and hope you all have a Happy New Year!! ❤️

NicholasDomingo

@NikkoTrinity Merry late Christmas! :)
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joshnyjoemon

@NikkoTrinity This is super late as well lol but merry Christmas to you too!!!! ❤️
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nikkotrinity

Hey guys!
          
          @lightnovelsociety is having an awards contest going on for light novelists and anime-themed writers alike! Especially for those who write anime fanfiction. So, if you or anyone you know would be interested in signing up, feel free to go to Light Novel Society's book, Light Novie Awards!
          
          They also have a book club for original anime and/or light novel writers to share their stories called Anime Life Book Club. Take this opportunity to hone your writing skills, your creative mind, and make new friends ❤️

AsterQing

HEY!! Where's Shattered Void??

For4Teens

@AsterQing Ahaha, seems like this kind of problem is not that uncommon.
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nikkotrinity

@AsterQing I unpublished the story. Sorry.. (︶︹︺)
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