okay, i just realized i never posted this announcement... but yes, hi! i posted chapter 1 of "in search of kasena" two days ago, and with that, i (barely) submitted it to round 1 of onc.
i'll be honest, i know most people will assume i was just procrastinating until the last moment, but that was not the case here. recently i've hit a very low low with self esteem in regards to my books, and i debated on taking them down because i felt like it wasn't worth it to keep going like this and share my books with people anymore. shortly before that i hit a very rough patch in draft 2 of foo, so coupled with that, i'm sure some of you will understand just how demotivating it can be to realize that at the end of the day, you're the only one who cares about your books :') that's why i was heavily debating on what to do with my oncs, because they were in the earliest stages of posting, and would be the easiest to remove from my profile. i ended up having a last-minute change of mind, so i updated isok and submitted it to onc in the end, but... i don't know, i'm not excluding any options yet. (and if any of the onc ambs happen to see this, hi i'm so so sorry for being That PersonTM again, i promise i won't be this indecisive if i somehow pass to round 2 ._.')
as for "secrets of the erogh", while i haven't submitted it to onc, i'll still keep it at my unofficial onc project and try to write along with the deadlines. given how the scope of the story just kept growing the more i outlined, it would 99% end up being a novel anyways, so i decided to leave it to simmer on the stove for a few more days, and i decided to add some last-minute changes to the beginning, so it might take a few more days than i expected to finish the first chapter. these two, along with "flames of olnedia", are among my favorite books, both story-wise and character-wise, so first and foremost, i want to make sure i do them all justice <3
thank you for reading, and see you soon ^.^