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nocapsadness

This is a little vent so yeah 
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          I made a cool friend we will call him Chad idk. Me and chad was talking for a few days he’s pretty cool and rad and I was really unaware of his feelings for me. I don’t have feelings for him and I don’t really look forward for any relation ships in the future. We would send each other’s “<3” because friends do that right? I seem friends do it and lovers but I though it’s a friendly think, plus I love the (platonically) but not in the way he wants me to.
          I was matching pfp with my other friend and chad got jealous, he asked to meet my other friend which I didn’t think abt it much because I was like “ oh maybe they can both be friends and then we can all be friends! We can be like a trio!” Yeah it didn’t go as planned.
          
          Chad literally started attack My friend (we will call him Juno.) because of jealousy, chad thought me and Juno was together. We are def not dating I told him that separately on discord. But he started fighting and I don’t know what to do it this situation (being a stupid 14 year old.)  so I just left like the idiot I am.
          
          I should have never let them meet in the first place. 
          
          Anyways I try talking to Chad and he said Juno was making him uncomfortable because of us matching pfp. I didn’t really want to stop matching so I told him he was cool with it though. 
          Then he asked if I was looking forward for a relation ship, like earlier I don’t look forward for one, I told him that and Chad literally said he’s gonna self harm now unhappy with the answer he got. 
          I was really upset and scared so I spammed text them not to hurt them self it’s not good, the stopped at least. 
          

Thing2006

@nocapsadness what that disgusting 
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nocapsadness

            We been talking more even though it was getting more and more awkward each time, he has a discord sever which I am in. He told his friends that me and him are officially dating. HE DIDNT EVEN CONFESSED TO ME YET AND I DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING:( I was so confused I asked him we are dating I don’t remember that.
            He then confessed to me later on and I rejected him in the softest way as possible. He was upset but he said it was ok and now he’s avoiding me.
            
            He then proceed to tell his group that “we are not dating YET.” I’m sorry but what do you mean by yet? I was literally so uncomfortable and upset but I kept my mouth shut. 
            
            Then his friend told him “do they now that your a  12 year old?” WAHT HUH I’M SORRY WHAT. I’M 14 AND THIS CHILD IS TRYING TO GET WITH ME??? HUH???? 
            
            I LITERALLY FEEL SO DISGUSTING AFTER THAT
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