𝐸𝓋𝑒~

/targeted 
          	I’m not back i just came here to say this cause i want a certain someone to see it.
          	
          	I’m so done with the guilt. i announced my break. i made it very clear that i am stepping away because i am mentally and emotionally exhausted. i am drowning in finals, personal pressure, and barely keeping it together.
          	but even then, I made sure to tell everyone I loved them before I left. Including you.
          	
          	so you coming into my dms, throwing a tantrum and saying shit like,, are you serious right now?
          	
          	i wasn’t ignoring you. i wasn’t ghosting you. i was surviving. i didn’t open Discord because i can’t handle one more thing. and even if i had seen your message and didn’t reply, that’s my right. 
          	. I’m not obligated to bleed myself dry just to make sure you feel loved when i already said i did.
          	
          	The fact that you had the audacity to make my pain about you, to take my silence during a mental break and twist it into some selfish narrative, is honestly disgusting. I’m hurt, yeah. butI’m also pissed. 
          	because you know the reason, and not many people do. you know the pressure. you knew I was on break. And instead of respecting that, you made it worse.
          	
          	don’t come at me with guilt when I already gave everything I had left. don’t question my love when I said it. 
          	you don’t get to weaponize my silence when it was me trying to stay sane. 
          	that’s on you, not me x.