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I hope you are well. I know you deleted Wattpad, but I can't wait for you to come back :)

i hope everyone has a great night and a great weekend. i hope to be back soon. remember to stay safe, drink water and eat something! take care of yourselves <3 

hello! i’ll be deleting the wattpad app off my phone bc of storage. hopefully i remember my password, so i’ll probably be back on this app during the summer :) also i’m graduating in 5 days ahhh very exciting. 

i hate coming up with an idea for a fanfic and then losing motivation for it, not knowing what exactly to write, scared of not following the plot or coming up with a good plot, etc. pls 
          
          

i finally decided to publish the first chapter of “closure | 4 am”. the chapters are basically all my emotions/thoughts from different situations. 
          
          check it out if you would like to (or not) LOL
          
          thank you :) 

i tried setting a theme...
          
          not content with it, but it’ll do for now :)

it’s about to be 2 am for me, so i would just like to say happy valentine’s to whoever sees this!! sending you all my love <3 
          
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          h :) 

i changed my username once again :) 
          my old user was passionatevenus 
          and i changed it to noritoshisgf to match my ig anime account :) 

random story time but i just want to know how i should react 
          
          my friend pierced my nose today (to be specific, i was getting a septum piercing bc i’ve been wanting one for a while and decided to yolo it) and i was trying to hide it from my mom and then surprise her with the piercing later on (just to avoid getting in trouble in front of my friend), so my friend flipped the ring for me after screwing the balls, right? 
          
          a few hours after, i wanted to flip it upside down again so the balls would be showing but when we did, we realized that one of the balls went missing. now, i’m not sure if i swallowed the small ball without realizing, or if it fell somewhere around my home. 
          
          i got scared because i felt something go down my throat and thought it was a popcorn kernel, but it didn’t feel like one? 
          
          the point is, how should i react to this? is it bad if i swallowed it? i don’t know if i did bc i can’t find it around my house 

i want to change my user again to match my new instagram account, but i’m not sure. 
          
          i kinda like the user passionatevenus :) 
          
          feeling: conflicted
          
          it’s about to be 3:30 am and i need to sleep since i’m taking my senior portraits in a few hours :/