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/ reagan loves her husband thanks that’s the post 

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@ritedefy / VALENTINE’S DAY WAS INVENTED BY MR AND MRS SERRANO 
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ritedefy

/ happy valentines to THEM ONLY!!!
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ALLEGIANCE IS PROVEN BY THE BLOOD SACRIFICE AND SHE FOLLOWS ITS RED TRAIL UNTIL IT ENDS IN A POOL AGAINST THIS UNHOLY GROUND, SPREADING TOWARDS HER FEET AND LEAKING INTO THE CRACKS. violence has shown itself to her in its many forms and this one is no less ugly than the last, but these dark eyes have become accostomed to its most gruesome. she has been both its cause and its effect, both the inflicter of its punishment and the one who bears its consequence. 
          
          THE MIDNIGHT AIR IS EERILY STAGNANT AND IN ITS STILLNESS SHE SEEMS TO SOAK UP ALL THE LIGHT AND SHADOW AT ONCE. awareness heightens after a brief examination and she is able to come to a conclusion: if he was driven by anything other than a purpose, other than a duty, the desire to drive that blade into his enemy would have easily extended to her. she tests this by purposefully awaiting slaughter, seeing what his next move will be (anticipating all the ways in which she could punish the deed before it’s committed). THE MOVE IS NEVER MADE. 
           
          ❝ DON’T MATTER NOW…❞ she responds unexpectedly with her voice low and on the border of irritation. there is no telling whether it is directed at his question or at the concern that comes after. she moves in closer to the scene and into the light, her strength in build growing noticeable and the markings of her flesh coming into view ❝ ALREADY TOOK A STEP IN YOUR SHIT AN’ NOW AH’M KNEE DEEP IN IT. Y’AIN’T GOT NOTHIN’ T’ HIDE, AN’ IF YOU DO IT SURE AS HELL WON’T BE FROM ME. ❞ despite her tone, she shows no signs of ill intent as her jaw shifts to the side. she looks to down at the fresh kill, the bodies, then back to him. ❝ SEEN WORSE [stated flatly]… HOW MANY MORE? ❞ @traitorson 

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/ reagan has a tendency to say mhm a lot not repetitively but yk what i mean. depending on the tone the mhm can either mean yeah right whatever / bullshit / rolling my fucking eyes, yes (real), or yes… (but actually no). also the more i write abt it the more i realize reagan is unintentionally funny. like she’ll say shit and be serious but the way she says shit sometimes makes you laugh or go oh okay.. hc that one time during a serious imperium meeting, cortez said some bs and she laughed at him in front of everyone and made him look like a fool. she just has a way of being intimidatingly humorous, enough to piss people off because they’ll be like “i’m gonna kill you!!” and she’ll just go “oh okay” :/ yall need some lipgloss?? https://youtu.be/Tx4iAUuiu0k

BORNT0KILL

DO  YOU  BELIEVE  IN  THE  MESSAGE  THEY’RE  TRYIN’  TO  PUT  OUT[,]    MA’AM?     (…)    YOU  GOT  FAITH  IN  IT?

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[CONTINUED] ❝ NOT ALL MESSAGES ARE MEANT TO BE BELIEVED IN. ALL DEPENDS ON WHERE THEY COME FROM AN’ /WHY/ THEY’RE BEIN’ GIVEN. IT TAKES MORE THAN A MAN’S WORD ALONE TO GUARANTEE ANYTHING’S GON’ HAPPEN AN’ /THAT/ IN ITSELF IS WORTH ‘BOUT AS MUCH AS THIS PIECE A SHIT RIGH’ HERE. ❞ she taps the front of the vehicle with her heel, dark eyes squinting in the remaining sunlight as she stares across at the other side of the street. then, they cast themselves down at his shoes, causing her head to lower slightly as she turns her chin towards his direction.
            
             ❝ FAITH IS SOMETHIN’ YOU CAN’T BE GIVIN’ AWAY TO JUS’ ANYBODY… IT’S A /FEELIN’/, AN’ IF I DON’T FEEL IT THEN IT AIN’ FOR ME TO BELIEVE. ❞ in a hopeless world faith is all she has, faith is a reason to live despite only knowing death. her answer is limited to what can fit in this small gap of time, but there is something in her voice that reveals all he needs to know. NOTHING HURTS LIKE BEING A BELIEVER IN ONE’S OWN PURPOSE, BUT I’LL TAKE WHATEVER PAIN I NEED TO IN ORDER TO FULFILL WHAT HE HAS PLANNED FOR ME. 
            
            ❝ AN’ I DUNNO ‘BOUT YOU BUT ALL AH’M FEELIN’ IS THIS FUCKIN’ HEAT. ❞ she huffs in an aggravation that could only be gained from experiencing this terrain for herself. a few moments pass and she returns the inquiry. ❝ HOW ‘BOUT YOURSELF? ❞ @L0STFA1THS 
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“THERE IS ONLY ONE PATH TOWARDS SALVATION AND THAT PATH IS REVEALED  THROUGH THE POWER OF REPENTANCE. THE LORD HAS LED YOU TO THE DOORS OF HIS SANCTUARY AND HERE YOU MUST ENTER THEM, FOR THEY ARE HIS ARMS THAT WILL DELIVER YOU FROM SIN. DO NOT TURN AWAY FROM HIS EMBRACE. YOU TOO, CAN BE SAVED.” 
            
            DEEP IN THE MISSISSIPPI DELTA, LATE AFTERNOON — SALVATION IS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND OUT HERE IN THE STICKS, WHERE CIVILIZATION DECLINES BY THE HUNDREDS AND THE SUN BEATS DOWN ON THIS BARREN WASTELAND OF THE LOST. SINNERS REMAIN HIDDEN IN PLAIN SIGHT, THEIR DEEDS UNPUNISHED, BUT THERE IS NOTHING ON GOD’S EARTH THAT STRETCHES FARTHER THAN HIS EYES CAN REACH. HE HAS OPENED UP MY OWN IN A MYSTERIOUS WAY, ALLOWING ME TO RECOGNIZE ALL FOR WHAT IT IS. I KNOW NOW THAT EVIL IS A PRETENDER, THE ONE WHO PREACHES BUT NEVER PRACTICES… 
            
            PRESENT: SHE SCOUTS THE PREMISES WITH AN EERILY FAMILIAR STRANGER IN A VACANT LOT ACROSS THE WAY FROM AN OLD CHURCH. OUTSIDE OF ITS ENTRANCE IS A PREACHER [TARGET: REVELATION MEMBER, **** ******] WHO SPREADS THE “WORD”. 
            
            DELACROIX IS PROPPED UP AGAINST THE FRONT OF AN ABANDONED CAR THAT HAS BECOME A RELIC OF RUST AND RUIN, YET ANOTHER VICTIM OF A COLLECTIVE DECAY THAT SPREADS LIKE A CANCER THROUGHOUT THESE STREETS, THESE ROADS LEADING TO NOWHERE. the dry leaves caught in the mouth of the vehicle’s popped hood tumble out as her hands rest in the area where they once were. she kicks a cigarette butt and a few small rocks forward as she leaves him in a long and purposeful silence. his motive is unknown to her, as is hers to him, and although there is no reason for either of them to remain here they do nonetheless. there’s that feeling again, the one that allows her to see without eyes. 
            
            PEOPLE LIKE US DON’T COME TO A PLACE LIKE THIS WITHOUT REASON, WE COME TO COLLECT, AND WHEN THE SUN GOES DOWN WE’LL BE THE FIRST TO RISE… THE FIRST TO REAP. 
            
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BORNT0KILL

/  sorry this is so mf late 
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omnsent

/ replying fr but i’m on a roll with the new info in her book so let’s appreciate this rare moment of semi productivity (step two: post the book, impossible challenge)  

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@fatalistics QUEEN ELIZABETH RESSUTECTION PLEASEEEEE nah cause i cant even fool u guys anymore once i send that everyone rolls their eyes bc guess what i’m a pathological liar maybe i should use reverse psych and say i’m NOT going to reply  
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leylined

/  "replying fr"  is some queen elizabeth resurrection type nonsense get outta here ☠️ /lh
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omnsent

@doIIparts / just like jean was told 
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omnsent

/ thinking about how i see the song “when the levee breaks” (both versions) included in before the eradication. the original version would maybe play in the background during a scene since it fits into the revelation vibe centered around country blues and the other one comes after or later on. idk if this makes sense hear me out. also this song is about the great mississippi flood of 1927 which was incredibly devasting and the experiences of it are mentioned in the song. but in the context it this, since a levee prevents an overflow of a river, when it breaks, devastation will take its toll — which is literally what the eradication did. if it keeps on raining the levees going to break, in this context, if this keeps going on something’s bound to happen. this would be foreboding or foreshadowing what’s to come. 
          
          original by memphis minnie and kansas joe https://youtu.be/WSlt8-fmvas 
          rework by led zeppelin https://youtu.be/uwiTs60VoTM

kitsahzu

★    ↓↓  okay but is there a spoiler hc detailing that someone just Gently holds reagan at some point bc omg,,,,,

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@beencroft / @omnsent★     AWWW OMFG STOP THATS SO SWEET??? the amount of serotonin i feel at knowing this know wwwww. literally The one true pair too i love that for the both of them
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beencroft

/ not the callout omg but tehe miguel’s the love of reagan’s life fr they are the ride or die he’s always there for her it’s a very understanding love it kind of has to be, they’re both scarred by imperium and are meant for each other in the way that nothing gets between them fr they INVENTED love!!!!!
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@kitsahzu / MHMMMM!!!! let me tell you something. brie ik you’re lurking on  @beencroft rn but girl you need to tell her abt @ritedefy … miguel is her bf her future husband her ride or die aka the man the myth the legend he makes everything happen 
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/ (i cant stfu) another hc. ive been thinking heavy on this but reagan is very sensitive towards children and even teens who may be in similar situations as her and most of that comes from a place of not getting a childhood at all. reagan never really got the chance to be a child and she was always seen as a threat even from a young age. it’s the innocence of that time that she didn’t get to enjoy and she still has this pent up sadness about it because she thinks about what could have been. she comes from a place of never wanting a child to experience the same things she did, having to survive having to wonder whether or not you’re gonna get food today, having to be ready in case someone tries to kill you, having zero rest and zero time to just be a fucking child. and there’s nothing that sets her off more than people who are willing to use a child to mold them in a negative way or speed up their maturity like grow up faster / forcing it. it’s unfair. what also keeps reagan motivated during this is the fact that she wants to live a life, a true one, with a family of her own. that’s the goal. and spoiler alert! lmao! post imperium she does actually have not one but two children so yes it works out but she’ll always have a tender spot for that bc for it hits her harder. a lot of times she gets angry that she didn’t get a chance to experience what she should have but to her she interprets it in a way that’s like i understand it, i’ve experienced it, and so i can try to prevent it from happening to someone else. i can use my expeience of pain in means of taking away or soothing someone else’s. at times it’s hard to think this way but that’s how she copes with what happened to her. 

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also in her childhood and even during her adulthood reagan is seen as the strong one, visually. compared to the brute, and yes although she is physically built and she’s able to endure and keep going it also hurts that you’re not seen as someone worthy of tenderness or love or a touch that doesn’t hurt because you think i can take it. you think all i’m built for is pain but what if i don’t want to hurt like that anymore. what if i want to be held or touched in a way that won’t leave scars. is that so much to ask? it’s just so ugh how the lack of touch, tenderness, and all of the above during her childhood are main points of aches that she feels during adulthood and she never wants someone to feel like that bc it hurts 
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also during her childhood reagan never got a chance to be vulnerable or allow herself to be seen that way. always having to cry alone, always having to pull it together, even as a child. it doesn’t help that she didn’t know her origins at all (which is why she was more inclined to believe abraham when he lied and said he was her father during his dying breaths after she killed his ass) and didn’t even know she had a mother until she was told. she felt so unwanted before that and feeling unwanted is the worst feeling she’s felt. 
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/ i know i’ve said this before but although reagan was technically born in new orleans louisiana she was uprisen in mississippi, specifically clarksdale. clarksdale is where the main underground revelation base sits deep under. when i say main i mean where most of the members are. like the MAIN base as opposed to other minor ones. anyways let me get to the fucking point! need to expand more on this but revelation (as well as other chains) have above ground fronts aka places where they operate and secretly recruit people or carry on imperium tasks (like brba los pollos hermanos lmao but make it cult edition) example of this is the churches around the area, abraham used churches to expand the cult which could be accessible to other people. of course, when someone walks in there they would think oh this is a real church, but every person in there would be secretly part of revelation trying to get that person to keep coming and attending so they could get them to the underground. even better if the person brings their friends or family. the more the better. 
          
          another hc i have is that abraham used to make reagan travel above ground around the area as a child (not a little kid but maybe like 12-14) to be easier to recieve by people so she could scout out new recruits or places where they could turn into a front for their operations. this was a mistake on his end because when reagan was exposed to the old world for the first time she was also exposed to other people and a different perspective of a life she never got. 

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/ and at the time reagan didn’t know she was actually born in the old world aka the normal one lmao, she thought she was born in imperium and came from it but she didn’t. she was so robbed and i do mean robbed and she didn’t know why she felt connected to the old world but later on she’ll look back at this and go that’s why- bc i was born here. i’m from here. 
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