outkast11

IT'S NATIONAL GIRLFRIEND DAY!!!

outkast11

I don't want to be alive anymore. I want my life to be over.  I'm tired of being used and being a doormat to people. I'm tired of people, even my own MOTHER,  yelling and screaming and throwing things at me. What did I do to deserve this? What can I do for forgiveness? People believe that they can do whatever they want to me, that I'm their punching bag. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I wasted do many peoples time. I'm sorry to every one that knows me. I'm sorry that I'm alive.  If I could be forgiven so that my miserable life could be replaced with something that won't treat me as nothing, please forgive me. No one but the one person that I truly love has stuck with me.  And to that boy, the one I truly love, I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm sorry that I'm weak, and couldn't be a fighter. I love you so much. No one has been with me. No one stays with me, because I push them away. I say that I don't need help, and people believe me. I wish they didn't.