pashmit101

Daaaaamn it's been long so heyyyy I am back ....well for a few days atleast (⁠@⁠_⁠@⁠;⁠) it's been a brutal semester I guess almost a year now and I finally have some breathing time so I'll try to update and move our dear Divi's story forward
          	
          	Divi:- ....you forgot about me didn't you
          	Author:- Uhhh nooooo why would you think that 
          	Shiva:- it's not good to lie  little author
          	Author:- Perfection takes time (⁠☞゚⁠∀゚⁠)⁠☞
          	Divya:- You mean trauma dumping on Divija →⁠_⁠→

pashmit101

Daaaaamn it's been long so heyyyy I am back ....well for a few days atleast (⁠@⁠_⁠@⁠;⁠) it's been a brutal semester I guess almost a year now and I finally have some breathing time so I'll try to update and move our dear Divi's story forward
          
          Divi:- ....you forgot about me didn't you
          Author:- Uhhh nooooo why would you think that 
          Shiva:- it's not good to lie  little author
          Author:- Perfection takes time (⁠☞゚⁠∀゚⁠)⁠☞
          Divya:- You mean trauma dumping on Divija →⁠_⁠→

pashmit101

Man I just realised (once again) how much of a loner I am like you know the one person whom everyone (mostly everyone) knows but they will be roaming about alone if it's a social gathering or a party like they'll be roaming about and entering themselves into all types of friend circles but belong to none?? Yeah that's me

ninetiesloki

@pashmit101 Oh... What about extracurricular activities, if you have them? You can make small-talk.
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pashmit101

@ninetiesloki I believe the answer is a resounding no unfortunately not that I don't try
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ninetiesloki

@pashmit101 Do you guys not befriend each other after finding out about common fandoms?
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DemiMarvellousWizard

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!!!!
          
          You deserve the world! Always keep smiling, you are stronger than you think, and I believe in you and you'll find me always cheering for you.
          
          I don't care if we've only interacted once, when you wished me or I wished you, but I am superrr clingy, so we are friends now!
          
          Once again, happy friendship day and I hope you have a WONDERFUL day and life <333

DemiMarvellousWizard

@pashmit101 glad u thought so
            <3333
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pashmit101

@DemiMarvellousWizard  Damnnn I need more friends if that made me happy like a toddler getting candies
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pashmit101

Man I swear God is just really biased sometimes like I talked to this one cousin of mine after like years and that too via chatting I nearly forgot how he looked until I saw his profile photo and I remembered.....he got both the looks and the IQ landing him at Cambridge for PhD and my insecurities reared it's head back like a snake ready to strike

ninetiesloki

@pashmit101 It's natural... Just do your best!
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pashmit101

@ninetiesloki well we aren't that close to be asking for advice but yeah that thing about comparing has been ingrained since in my family on my father's side every single of his siblings compare their kids (my cousins)to each other and with me so I guess that just stuck 
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ninetiesloki

@pashmit101 Don't compare yourself with him. You're working at your own pace that makes you comfortable and satisfied. Life isn't always a race. You can actually ask him for advice, which is better!
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pashmit101

Sometimes I feel so bored that I wanna 
          1.) Scream
          2.) Scream out a song
          3.) Scream out a song while I complete my HW 

ninetiesloki

@pashmit101 I play Death Note writing themes while doing homework so I finish it quickly. I pretend as if I'm Kira.
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pashmit101

@DemiMarvellousWizard dude I just resigned myself to the third one since it will help me with practice for future band competition that I can participate in with my college bandmates 
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DemiMarvellousWizard

@pashmit101 that are EXACTLY the three stages I go thru everyday while completing my homework 
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pashmit101

Welp I guess it's happy birthday to me 乁⁠[⁠ᓀ⁠˵⁠▾⁠˵⁠ᓂ⁠]⁠ㄏ

ninetiesloki

@pashmit101 I'm here after finishing trigonometry, and it's actually better than whatever we learnt before.
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pashmit101

@ninetiesloki sure dude better than this hell
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ninetiesloki

You are good enough.
          
          You are smart enough.
          
          You are beautiful enough.
          
          You are strong enough.
          
          You are enough.
          
          You are loved.
          
          so lets run wild and free
          
          Send it to 10 other people you care about!

ninetiesloki

@pashmit101 They just test our memory.
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pashmit101

@ninetiesloki  exactly they just ingrain it in us to mug up everything 
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ninetiesloki

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@pashmit101 Welcome! Ugh, same energy as, "My projects are not done but I sure am." Cannot blame you, our education system is shit.
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