patheticgril

Sorry guys, it's been hard for me to come back after my paralysis. I've been having a hard time coming back to "Rendezvous" and I'm trying to pick up interest to continue to write them again. Though it might take some time.

patheticgril

Anyone up for co-writing? I need help with grammar and some ideas. So if anyone volunteers, please let me know, because I desperately need help.
          
          I'm trying my hardest, and I need to boost my confidence back in my writing. And also because I need help with grammar.
          
          So either respond to this post or private message me in the comment. Thank you ❤️

Exorcist_Twins

@patheticgril I could probably, I've gotten really good with grammar since I've worked really hard with it being dyslexic and all it's something I've had to work on a lot and am pretty good with now, and idea's I always have lots and lots of idea's.
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WintersSpoon

@patheticgril yeah I can I suppose I don't mind
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patheticgril

@OsamuuLyricss great !! I'll message you in Instagram 
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patheticgril

Hey guys, sorry I wasn't active lately. I forgot to make an announcement that I won't be active much on Wattpad for just a while. I just can't find the "hyper focus" to get back to writing.
          
          I would still check on Wattpad for a while, but other than that, I will be chilling and living my personal life.
          
          I would still be writing and planning behind the scenes, but for now, it is still difficult to plan, and especially difficult to keep my motivation to keep going.
          
          Though I am still working and planning behind the scenes, the process is just slow, depending on my hyperfocus.

JANEdweeb

@patheticgril oh it's fine. Take a break as long as you need 
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Aang151Rron

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patheticgril

Hey guys , i forgot to announce that I won't be online much because I won't receive my wifi until Feb 13 ;-;
          
          so , I apologize for any late messages.

RageMaxPlayz

@patheticgril you can always use data, that's the bright side 
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patheticgril

Hey guys, sorry I haven't been online lately. I didn't realise the notification I had received because, for some reason, the Wattpad app on my phone didn't show any notifications, so I apologise for replying late to DMS.
          
          I only found the notification after I opened my iPad to use the app from Google instead of the app itself.
          
          I am currently still taking a mental break from posting any chapters of RDV for a while, especially after a year of stressing about my book and writing—LITERALLY.
          
          Truth be told, I haven't taken any breaks since the first version of "rendezvous" before the rewrite, and this 2 week is my first proper break after a year of "ADHD paralysis," which is where your mind is in a stressful state that causes your thinking to "freeze mode," which also causes your thoughts to be foggy because all different thoughts and completely different ideas came in all at once, which made it hard to choose which idea to start first and therefore your brain crash.
          
          But the twist is that the stress and brain AFK can go on for months, which makes you unable to work because your mind is too loud and stressed to focus.
          
          Anyway, it's only recently ( about around week ago ?? I think- ) that I've been recovering from that paralysis mental state, and I've been taking my time to work behind the scenes in my book with a relaxed mind. 
          
          I still have a lot of editing, rewriting, and recreating some characters' designs and plots that I need to do, so it would probably take a LONG TIME for the next update (especially since I'm a sucker for perfectionism due to the fact that my brain is a chaos in itself, so I need to be physically perfect to balance out the chaos in my mind).
          
          Anyway, I truly apologise for the late updates and lack of presence. I love you guys ❤️✨

Clover543isBored

@patheticgril take your sweet long time luv! 
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Ansha_Writes

Take care of yourself 
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cosmonism

take ur time babe!! take care of urself 
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patheticgril

Just helping a friend give a shout out of their book.
          
          If anyone is interested in Reincarnation Manhwa (preferably in a fantasy world setting), feel free to check their book out by clicking the link below.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/357215794?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=patheticgril

patheticgril

For 'Rendezvous' readers : 
          
          So I will be taking a break to post "rendezvous"—well, honestly, not a break if I am working behind the scenes, but I need more time to recollect my thoughts and ideas. As I stated, I decided to make the last-minute change to my plan within only a month, and of course I couldn't immediately write a new chapter with only this short amount of time to process and edit the change.
          
          There are a few chapters that were posted that I am not satisfied with, so I will be editing the book again much later during my break.
          
          I will use the time to do some editing and rewrite a few paragraphs.
          
          I may or may not write some "karushuu/asanoxkarma one-shots" (if I have the time to). Hopefully my mind won't end up in the state of analysis paralysis, where I couldn't think for the whole month due to writer block and messy organisation in my mind, which drained out all my physical energy due to the stress in my mind that left me mentally paralysed and then made me feel guilty for having fun with writing one-shots or whatever in my mind instead of working on the next chapter of RDV.
          
          So yeah, that's all. Peace out! I'll see you when I see you.

patheticgril

@Clover543isBored To be honest with you, these few days are the first time I have ever felt I was truly "resting." I haven't been truly resting about "Rendezvous" ever since I posted the first version before the whole rewrite. My mind was stuck in a paralysed state of never-ending stress. I don't know how to describe it, but imagine you're feeling stressed; your mind would feel... foggy ?
            
            But in this case, the "foggy" never ends, and you just get constant headaches and guilt. I have been dealing with it for over a year, whenever I think of the book "Rendezvous" or just scroll through Wattpad or even any other app outside of Wattpad. Even when I'm doing something else completely UNREALTED TO WATTAPD, the guilt of not writing continues to stay in my mind 24/7 (yes, I meant literally TWENTY FOUR SEVEN—for the whole year) leads to the problem of my nonestop headache, and the cycle was endless.
            
            But about three days ago, it was my first time. For the very first time, my mind has been quiet, and the headache of stress felt like it had finally disappeared for a while.
            
            After a year, I'm FINALLY and TRULY enjoying my break. It's crazy! 
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Clover543isBored

@patheticgril I'm disappointed but I completely understand luv
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Vermillion_Dragneel

@patheticgril take your sweet time collecting your thoughts and de-stressifying yourself!
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