Hi, i....I actually don't know what to talk rn. Everything happened so fast. Not at all what I thought I would witness. Nd if I say I'm ok, it would be a biggest lie. Nd if I say I'm accepting it, that would be brutal lie, if I say I'm ruined during whatever happened, maybe that would be truth. I just can't process what happened, nor I can accept it. U can hate me for this, but if u stand in my place. U would understand me ig. It's just I need time for everything, I may write or may not in this instant, but I'm not letting it go, u guys should understand that I'm trying my best to actually come here and say this, I tried. Lord I tried, i tried reading so I could forget it happened, i tried closing socials to process, but NTG worked nd I just don't know what to talk even. U can call me dramatic,u can call me delusional u can hate me for not moving on, but that doesn't change how much it effected me. Nd I still am not going to change, I will always love them nd I will keep waiting for them. Nd when I write please try to understand I tried my best to reach here. So please be patient with me, i can't really be online to write daily due to my family issues. Nor I am in a state to write faster, so I hope u guys understand.
Thankyou.
Just stay safe guys.
U can talk to me on my ig if u want, but don't hurt urselves. Ig:peachhere4. i might not reply faster, but I will when I can come online. Stay safe🫂
