WriterLilac
How are you?
pepperpizzas
pepperpizzas
⚠️Lovesick Boys Announcement⚠️
I'll go through current chapters and edit, I'll make announcements if big changes occur. I'll retake the story.
I need y'all to hold me accountable tho. I can't update every day, but I'm hoping weekly or bi-weekly starting next week.
I'm tired of weeping around, I recognize is been too long. Gotta pick my own pieces up
That's all :)
LAJoyner
@pepperpizzas, the best thing is to pick up your own pieces; that way, you know you got them all. Be strong and use your writing as a means to heal. I have been doing some major editing on my stories too. It helps make the time pass. ((hugs))
Goldenmaknae56
Hi, sweetie! How are u? ❤️✨️ since watty is removing dms, we still have mbs!
pepperpizzas
@Goldenmaknae56 Hello! I'm doing good these days! ^ . ^ I've been a bit disconnected here but I'm trying to make q comeback How is life for you?
pepperpizzas
If I was to write again, what BTS member should I do? And should it be original name or Y/N?
princessmayah23
@pepperpizzas I like maknae line ffs and i prefer Original characters bc most y/n's (not all) are dumb, helpless, and pretty with no personality whatsoever
pepperpizzas
Desperately need tips on how to get over him.
I keep texting him like the clown I am when he chose another girl over me
LeeIu23
@pepperpizzas dont feel that way girl ..sometimes we feel down ..if you feel that way again think why we stand bts..inshalla you will heal inside and outside..
pepperpizzas
Oh my God, you guys!
It happened on January 9th (my mom's birthday). That next week there was a lot of snow so classes were cancelled at the university a whole week. That week I barely moved from my bed. I lost weight, my friends were telling me I looked dead inside.
I'm still struggling with eating after that... but I would say my spark is back, I know that. But some nights are just so rough. Sometimes I have wonderful dreams in which we are on a date or something and wake up with the cold reality.
Some days are easier than others but I had never fallen in love before... and I'm sad it was with him because of what he did. I did think of things I could have done different, but you guys are right. It was him, not me.
I just feel like a clown and so alone sometimes about it. Ashamed even
So thank you for the support, it means a lot ㅠ.ㅠ
@LeeIu23 @LAJoyner @Annawren2010
pepperpizzas
It took somebody to seriously break my heart for me to find myself and do what I love.
That's right everybody, I went off the rails LMAO. But I am happy as I start a new chapter in this madness that is life. The sun covered by the grey clouds shines brighter day by day.
pepperpizzas
Since the heartbreak, I've started to wear a strong cherry red lipstick that has been opening doors for me, like idk how to say. "The cool people" you know? The baddies lol, have started to approach me and I vibe with them. My friend said with this lip I have unlocked "boss babe privilege" because it is certainly different than the pretty privilege I have experienced with just my normal makeup before.
I like it.
pepperpizzas
When I had eczema I wrote a book with me as the main character but with a different name.
This time, it might just be little "Pepper" as main character
pepperpizzas
My heart was broken today by the man I allowed myself to fall in love with.
I am angry, I feel used and played.
Yet, I have no regrets.
LAJoyner
@pepperpizzas Im sorry to hear that Pepper, at least its now and not after being official. Your Heart was telling you it didn't think it was love, especially if he doesn't "Know what we are", yeah it will hurt but better this early than later on in a bad relationship. trust me I know all to well. My heart hurts for what you must be feeling, sometimes love really does hurt. But don't let this one person ever stop you from falling in love . . . . with someone who deserves your love
pepperpizzas
The Weird Saga of Pepper *20-year-old edition* (is anybody reading????)
My love interest came over today, as soon as he found out I was back in college town, he asked me to meet at my apartment like last time. Nothing happened, now that I know, we were close to kissing many times but I did tell him last time "What are we? I don't just kiss anybody without knowing what we are." We agreed on discussing coming back from the winter break, BUT IT WASN'T TODAY
As he was leaving, we agreed on him coming over again he said "Because we said we would discuss our relationship" Y'ALL LIKE I NEED TO KNOW NOW IF HE IS BREAKING MY HEART OR WHAT?! LIKE MF PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY NOW
My friends are confident we are becoming official but LIKE WHAT IF WE DON'T?! He is already my bestie from the frat... I don't know what I would do. I am already in love, I know it but obviously, I'm not telling him that much right now.
Pray for me.
