--thesxldier

with  their  back  against  the  bed  from  their  position  on  the  floor   ,   cahira  seemed  to  stay  silent  asides  from  the  sound  of  their  shaky  breaths   ,   they  didn   't   know  what  caused  the  sudden  overwhelming  feelings  to  crash  over  them   —   although  perhaps  their  own  nervous  and  shaky  usual  demeanor  didn   't   help  cahira  shiwen  here  either   .   thoughts  ran  through  their  head   ,   hypothetical  what  ifs  fed  through  their  fear   .   their  hands  trembled   ,   vision  blurring  as  they  stared  down  at  their  fingertips  before  their  gaze  snapped  up  at  the  sound  of  a  door  opening   .   perhaps  in  any  other  circumstances  they  would   've   got  up  and  crashed  into  his  familiar  presence   ,   yet  the  fear  instilled  in  them  from  their  previous   . . .   home  had  them  refusing  to  rise  to  their  feet   ,   much  less  utter  a  word   .
          
          it  seemed  as  if  they  were  trying  to  make  themselves  as  small  as  possible  with  their  knees  up  to  their  chest  and  arms  instinctively  wrapped  around  their  own  torso   ,   their  gaze  fixated  on  the  floor  below  them  before  slowly  trailing  upwards  and  over  to  ceri   .   ❝   w   —   wait   ,   ❞   their  voice  merely  a  whisper  as  they  called  out  to  him  finally   ,   celeste  hues  casting  downwards  and  retaining  their  previous  spot  on  the  floor  as  if  it  was  ordered  for  them  not  to  look  at  the  other   .   ❝   can   . . .   can  you  stay  here   ,   just  for  a   l   —   little   . . .   ?   ❞   they  didn   't   dare  speak  up  again  after  that   ,   whether  it  was  out  of  fear   ,   nervousness  or  something  else  had  been  unknown  to  cahira   . . .   but  had  they  really  wanted  to  know   ?
          
          ╱ slaughtering  wp  for  making  me  split  this  in  two : heart_hands : ( WP 
          'S   CHARACTER  LIMIT  IS  SO  WEIRD  NOW  SINCE  WE 'VE   BEEN  USING  DISCORD )

--thesxldier

╱   2/2   ,,   still  slaughtering  wp  though   : heart :
            
               it  felt  like  the  silence  dragged  by  for  hours  when  it  was  only  really  a  minute  or  so   ,   but  with  the  way  they  could  feel  their  heart  in  their  ribcage  and  the  blood  in  their  ears  of  their  fuzzy  mind   ,   it  felt  like  an  eternity   .   their  eyes  fell  closed   ,   tightly  wound  shut  as  if  they  were  afraid  that  when  they   'd   open  their  eyes  they  would  instead  be  back  beneath  a  blade  in  their  old  guild  rather  than  the  village  they  had  escaped  to   .
                     ❝   i   . . .   would  prefer  not  to  be   . .   alone   . .   please   ?   ❞
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--thesxldier

⧸   cahira   &&   ceri  are  so  infinity  coded
          
          
          ❛   and  i   'll   do  anything  to  be  your  love  or  be  your  sacrifice   .   ❜
          
          but  it   's   reference  to  how  ceri  stops  fighting  back  against  cahira  after  he  accidentally  hurts  them  in  defense   ,   it   's   how  he  accepts  his  fate  and  lets  them  stab  him  while  /he   's/   comforting  /them/  because  he  knows  cahira  has  no  choice  but  to  kill  him   : broken_heart :

--thesxldier

⧸   WELCOME  TO  THE  CLUB  CAUSE  ME  TOO  MY  GOD.
            
            these  two  make  me  demented   (   lovingly   )
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@--thesxldier // OH MY GOD I'M UNWELL.
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--thesxldier

⧸   i   'm   normal  about  these  2  nina  i  swear   : grin :
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--thesxldier

⧸   &&   HIRA   'S   FIRST  FRIEND   :   heart_eyes :
          
          who  they  have  to  kill   : broken_heart :

--thesxldier

⧸   it   's   us   —   we   're   the  narrative  BYEE
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@--thesxldier // THEY'LL NEVER BE HAPPY :sob: CERI AND HIRA ARE DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE
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--thesxldier

⧸   BYEEE
            hira  you  will  be  happy  someday   . . .   maybe
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--thesxldier

⧸   we  can  make  the  angst   &&   fluff  come  true   : pleading :

--thesxldier

⧸   OH  MY  GOD  WE  CAN  RP  THE  CHAMOMILE  TEA  HC.   OH  MY  GODDDD
            THE  DEATH.   WE  CAN  USE  THE  QUOTES  WE  MADE  TOO
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@--thesxldier LITERALLY  THE CHAMOMILE HCS ?? THE DEATH SCENE?? EVERYTHING UGH IM GOINGTO SCREAM
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