planetchaserlane

look lane's back again after disappearing for another several years. and i brought milk this time!

should i come back 
          i thought about writing again

go home, honey. you've floated off too far now.

im sad

update: as expected i didnt go to the doctor however we're pretty sure its nothing major and it hasnt killed me yet so

so turns out im pretty sick, i dunno when im going to the doctor but i might be bleeding internally 
          i dunno yet, though, and im not trying to panic or anything
          hell i might not ever go to the doctor we'll see
          either way lol

casually deletes paradise and sassitude and almost all my other concepts except for the gay love stories and my poem book because i hate you and im not good at writing stories that go for a long time!
          ive discovered after being in isolation also known as hiding in discord with my  love partner that i just prefer making short and sweet sections of dialogue and story, rather than just a consistent story 
          if you cared to see any more work by me, good luck i guess
          authoring is hard
          pay more attention to @Mrs--Marvel , cus she knows how to write

writing is hard motivation is low i would like to be relieved somehow lmao i dunno why i try
          its like when im in the mood i am for a while and then it dies, and im left alone feeling cold and miserable and impossible to attain 
          who am i writing for, anyway? readers? as though i have many as it is?
          myself? 
          if i do write for myself, why does it stress me so?
          i like poetry more

uhh yeah so maybe i totally neglected paradise for a poorly written teen love novel? ?? oops 
          read a girl im kinda into
          maybe
          please

hey followers im redoing apocalypse paradise. 
          in case you were curious.