i havent been posting not even a single word on my books and i want you to know the reason why.
1. SO much things happening in my life. student council meetings all the time, (handling secretary tasks from there), tests and exams almost everyday that stress me so much. i can barely find the time to even find ideas. im always occupied with something, there is also a math competition im attending tomorrow, also preparing for a basketball match with my team and i just cant handle this. im a basic teen.
2. no motivation at all, nor any energy. which that much stuff going on do you think ill find the motivation or even energy to write? if you said yes, think again.
3. i dont feel like writing anymore. im just starting to think my writing is sh1t, and that i write not even a single word. also, i feel like i cant explain properly so people who read my "works" cant even understand what im trying to say. just, whats the point anymore?