po1son3d_bl08d

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i haven't opened this app in like more than half a year what the fuck  writing aint my thing no more (it is but it's embarrassing to publish for some reason)

po1son3d_bl08d

god, i even changed my username. i swear im becoming unrecognisable

po1son3d_bl08d

@ohtotoroism I HARDLY RECOGNISED U UNTIL I READ THE BIO OMG. UR PROFILE CHANGED SM TOOOOO
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tmrsvmmer3ve

@po1son3d_bl08d BRO I ALMOST DIDNT RECOGNIZE YOU :crying emoji:
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avgustha

hey erza!! i saw your announcement and came to say please don’t stress yourself too much<33 you can update once you’re don’t with everything but please don’t stress yourself to update!! we’ll all be by your side and i’m looking forward to read your book^^

po1son3d_bl08d

@TSVKARI TYY RYE!!!!!! im glad u r looking forward to my books, and dw im now trying to maintain writing and those things,it may be stressfull but life is not always rainbows and cupcakes, sadly
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po1son3d_bl08d

i havent been posting not even a single word on my books and i want you to know the reason why.
          1. SO much things happening in my life. student council meetings all the time, (handling secretary tasks from there), tests and exams almost everyday that stress me so much. i can barely find the time to even find ideas. im always occupied with something, there is also a math competition im attending tomorrow, also preparing for a basketball match with my team and i just cant handle this. im a basic teen. 
          2. no motivation at all, nor any energy. which that much stuff going on do you think ill find the motivation or even energy to write? if you said yes, think again.
          3. i dont feel like writing anymore. im just starting to think my writing is sh1t, and that i write not even a single word. also, i feel like i cant explain properly so people who read my "works" cant even understand what im trying to say. just, whats the point anymore?

po1son3d_bl08d

currently, i got all my books unpublished.
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