Such a pretty girl
with such struggles
I can't seem to find a way
to stop the loop and medicate
I can't seem to find a way
to cry and let it out, if I may,
but oh, do I have the right to that?
self-sabotage, relapse and self-care
did you even really care?
It's because I decided to leave for our good
but now I'm in this loop
and what meaning does it have now?
I'm just gonna crawl into my agony back again.