ADinHD2x23

I wanted to tell you how much I love you. 
          I wanted to tell I miss your smile, your love, and your face
          I wanted to tell you that I still hear you laugh, on my tongue you I still taste
          I wanted to tell you that I miss your touch, your hand in mine 
          I wanted to tell you that you are constantly on my mind.
          I wanted to tell you how sorry I am for the pain that I’ve caused & all of your tears
          I wanted to tell you my heart has been with you all of these years
          I wanted to tell you I’m better now, but I’m not going to lie
          I wanted to tell you someday this hole that you  left will cause me to die 
          I wanted to tell you that that I wish for you twice every day.
          I wanted to tell how hurt I was that that you didn’t stay. 
          I wanted to tell you, I wish I could tell you
          But you already know all of that. So,
          I will tell you I am grateful for the time that we had 
          I will tell you that I hope you’re not still so sad
          I will tell you about your words! I’m both honored an impressed
          I will tell you that I will always hold you forever above the rest. 
          I will tell you in my heart I’ll hope wish and dream that we’re not done
          I will tell you forever in my soul I know, that you’re the only one.
          I will tell you how beautiful you are, but it’s your mind that made me lose control 
          I will tell that that it was my mind that made me dig this hole.
          I will tell you, if you want to hear 
          I will tell you just to make things crystal clear
          I will tell you  how for a decade I loved you from afar 
          I will tell you how truly special to me you really are. 
          I wanted I needed, I will I hope, Andy dreams
          But as you wish is for now over it seems
          I pray 
          That maybe some day
          You’ll call me to say
          That’s it time you’ll stay